Where Are My Rewards?

October 12, 2015 at 9:49 am 71 comments

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Summary of Brenda’s October 9, 2015, channeled, 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at  http://www.BlogTalkRadio.com / brenda-hoffman:  Many are concerned about the seemingly never-ending earth chaos. Perhaps your role is to be part of that chaos – or to transition from earth as a result of that chaos. Only you know for you create your reality. But if you have a need to experience joy, you’re an earth entity others will follow. You’ll know by listening to your inner-being. Something you’re just starting to understand and believe.

The title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com “From Love to Creation Lessons”

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

This channel is for those who feel stalled – as if nothing is happening within or without. Allow yourself time to move into your new being. You have shifted within. You are now shifting outside yourself.

You followed the rules of others in your 3D life. Now that you have cleared within, you are moving outside yourself with clear knowledge of who you are and what your boundaries have to be. Such is probably frightening for even though you are quite comfortable following others, you find it difficult to be yourself.

Know that you are one of the millions of unique entities breaking out of your subservient outer shell. You are becoming your own person in every sense of the word.

But when you act on your outer impulses, you find yourself in the minority. You even obtain “those” looks or “those” comments informing you that you must retreat to the 3D being you were supposed to be.

This radical new you is not receiving the accolades you hoped for when you first initiated your new being. Some of you even expected that others would bow at your feet proclaiming your rightness in this bright new world. Instead, you find new you is not yet fully accepted in the outside world.

Perhaps your friends confirm your thoughts, actions and beliefs. But those who have not shifted to actions generated by their inner-being proclaim you a bit odd.

Is your new being a hope or reality?

You are not noting many shifts throughout earth or in your world and such is frightening. What if New Earth is a sham? What if you never experience New Earth because it will happen eons after you transition from earth in this lifetime? Most of all, where are your rewards for your diligent transition work?

You are beginning to believe New Earth is not reality. Even though you labeled your earth dream, you have not yet created it, and those not of New Earth look at you with disdain when you voice that dream.

So it is you are doubting yourself, your dream and New Earth. You know you feel a bit different within your being. And you know you experienced different reactions throughout the years or months you processed the new you information. But are you merely dreaming of a New Earth or is it real?

Such thoughts are to be expected for you are at the forefront of this transition. You would not be interested in these channels if you were not. But because you have not yet noted a shift happening throughout the globe, you doubt yourself and others.

You are creating your earth dream to reaffirm New Earth reality to yourself as much as for those wishing to follow you.

You have worked – and that is the correct word in this instance – for a very long time with few rewards other than those you feel within your being. You have climbed mountains, swam upstream and negated friends, co-workers and relatives only to note minimum change in your outer world.

“Where are my rewards?” is the refrain that keeps rolling around your being.

Just as was true for your inner joy, creating your earth dream is a process. The first step was the September energies – far beyond what you were accustomed to – sent to earth from the Universes. The only piece you need to be concerned about now is clarifying your dream. For most of you have several dreams – one large and seemingly impossible dream countered by several smaller and seemingly more obtainable dreams. Please review what has transpired in your life the past few days or weeks that indicate some of your minor dreams have come to pass.

That is not to say that some dreams are more easily attained than others, but that you think they are more easily attained. So it is you are creating your earth dream(s) as a process instead of instantaneously. And so it is you will create you major dream by or near the end of this year.

Do not assume that all is a mirage. That you must somehow become a “good” member of society again – as if you can do so. For if you try to return or “fit” into 3D society, you will discover that such is not possible. You know too much. A bit like the naivety of someone before they discover 3D love or sex. Once love or sex has been experienced, you cannot return to a life of wondering what those pieces feel like.

Even though you can pretend to return to 3D, you would no longer be content in that arena for you are among the millions shifting yourself and earth.

Finalize your earth dream if you have not done so. Do not fret about how and when that dream will materialize. Such will happen just as we predicted you would successfully climb your mountain and roll down your hill.

You have completed every task asked of you by you and the Universes in a few short years. And you will do the same with your dream. The difference is you are learning to be and not do. This first major earth dream creation (in your mind) is a testament to being instead of doing.

Your current frustration is that there is nothing you seem to be able to do to create that dream. This frustration and resulting fear are merely part of your former 3D life.

There is nothing you need do other than clarify your dream and listen to your inner-being. The rest will fall into place easily. For such is the lesson of your dream creation process. You no longer create through doing – being in joy is more than enough.

Trying to do something to create your earth dream will slow your process. Enjoy your life. Shift your perceptions from fear, frustration and anger to joy and all will fall into place easily and effortlessly. For indeed, this piece is a notable step into your beacon of light for others role.

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  • 1. soulspeak2013  |  October 12, 2015 at 10:14 am

    Reblogged this on At the Table, On my Plate.

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    • 2. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 10:27 am

      Thank you SoulSpeak, Star Sister, Friend for reblogging my channel on At the Table, On my Plate SoulSpeak2013.WordPress.com

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  • 3. TheSunnyDay  |  October 12, 2015 at 10:15 am

    I just love this message… I couldn’t have loved it so much if it didn’t feel right!

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    • 4. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 10:27 am

      Hi SunnyDay,
      I know!!!!! I feel the same.
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 5. oneforallgoldenage  |  October 12, 2015 at 10:58 am

    This is fabulous, Brenda and quite synch for me! I’ve been thinking about The Power of Joy all morning! *hugs*
    ~ Love Rain

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    • 6. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 11:17 am

      Hi Rain,
      I love your phrase, “The Power of Joy” Definitely a needed t-shirt or poster! Go team!
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 8. Oracles and Healers  |  October 12, 2015 at 11:30 am

    Reblogged this on Oracles and Healers.

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    • 9. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 11:47 am

      Thank you so much Ron for reblogging my channel on Oracles and Healers OraclesandHealers.WordPress.com

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  • 10. Gunnar  |  October 12, 2015 at 12:24 pm

    Wonderful, Thank you so much. Love and Light<3

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    • 11. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 12:28 pm

      Thank you Gunnar. Yes! Love and Light to us all!
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 12. elizabethsadhu  |  October 12, 2015 at 1:22 pm

    yes yes and more yes……”Trying to do something to create your earth dream will slow your process. Enjoy your life. Shift your perceptions from fear, frustration and anger to joy and all will fall into place easily and effortlessly. For indeed, this piece is a notable step into your beacon of light for others role.”

    Yes!!!! Been getting this message for awhile and that can be so hard……BEing…..not DOing…..heeeheee

    So, I focus on wallowing in gratitude and joy and that makes my world blissful and all that I long for. I trust in the unfolding of New Earth……………And say, Oh Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace.

    Wallow wallow wallow…….grateful grateful grateful………………joy joy joy

    Thanks so much dearest Brenda. love love love you and love to Dave! muah

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    • 13. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 1:55 pm

      Hi Sweetie,
      YES!!! for sure. Being not doing – what a simple phrase. Now for all of us to live it! Grateful joy to and for all!!!
      Blessings, Love and Lots of Pom Pom Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 14. elizabethsadhu  |  October 12, 2015 at 1:22 pm

    Reblogged this on elizabethsadhu.

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    • 15. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 1:52 pm

      Thank you so much Sweetie for reblogging my channel on ElizabethSadhu ElizabethSadhu.WordPress.com

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  • 16. Jo  |  October 12, 2015 at 2:12 pm

    You no longer create through doing…
    Joy is enough.

    This feels right… and light!
    Thank you 😀

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    • 17. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 6:12 pm

      Hi Jo,
      Isn’t it amazing that we have to learn the “power of joy” as Rain so aptly stated? We’ve been so enmeshed in fear and pain that we’ve forgotten we’re meant to live in joy on this beautiful planet. But we’re learning and yes, accepting!!!!
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 18. peacenowflower  |  October 12, 2015 at 2:44 pm

    Yes, I am waiting. I don’t know what to write beyond this. It is true that if my family knew I was waiting, instead of applying for jobs I do not want, they would be very worried about me. They know I am in inaction. They must worry about me at night.

    They have been pushing me to get my life together. For they worry about my future. I’m on Disability with two part time jobs. I haven’t had a big achievement since I managed to graduate college even though I was disabled.

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    • 19. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 6:16 pm

      Dear PeaceNowFlower,
      Listen to your heart, your inner-being.

      I’m sure your family is concerned about you. But they must also be so terribly proud of your college degree.

      You’re obviously very powerful despite – or because of your disability.
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 20. mats karlsson  |  October 12, 2015 at 4:43 pm

    Thanks Brenda, no further question and the only comment worth adding -So be it, Amen!

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    • 21. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 6:18 pm

      Indeed Mats – So be it. Amen!!!!!!
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 22. ALW  |  October 12, 2015 at 6:19 pm

    Hi Brenda~I just love hearing that we will “create our major dream by or near the end of the year.” This is music to my ears. 🙂 Thank you! ~Amanda

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    • 23. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 6:25 pm

      Hi Amanda,
      I so agree.

      I’ve been getting the same or similar message for a few weeks now which means it’s really important for us to know how important our creative powers are. I can’t remember a theme like these creation channels (both BlogTalkRadio channel and Brenda’s Blog channel) running this long with a specific date included.
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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      • 24. ALW  |  October 12, 2015 at 6:34 pm

        Hi Brenda~yes i did notice that this message was included in the last couple messages as well. And each time I love hearing it. 🙂 🙂 I know some of us dread the holiday season, me included, I’m actually really looking forward to the next 11 weeks or so to see this creation for myself and for others. Very excited. 🙂

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      • 25. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 6:53 pm

        Hi Amanda,
        I’m excited too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
        Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
        Brenda

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  • 26. Mindy  |  October 12, 2015 at 7:06 pm

    Thank you so much, you have hit the nail on the head for me with this one!

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    • 27. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 9:00 pm

      Great Mindy!!! Helping others (and myself) better understand this transition is one of my great joys. And knowing others resonate with my channels is yet another.
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 28. Iconoclast  |  October 12, 2015 at 8:05 pm

    Reblogged this on Infinite Shift | Ascension | First Wave Volunteers | Starseeds | Lightworkers | Blue Rays.

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    • 29. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 9:02 pm

      Thank you so much for reblogging my channel on Infinite Shift/ Ascension/ First Wave Volunteers/ Starseeds/ Lightworkers/ Blue Rays InfiniteShift.WordPress.com

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  • 30. timebush  |  October 12, 2015 at 8:25 pm

    Thanks Brenda. I have been wondering. Lol. I hope you are well. Fyi-some of your links are not working right.

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    • 31. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 10:42 pm

      Hi Tim,
      Good to hear from you. All is well on this end, but I’m curious about which links aren’t working. Thank you for letting me know and for asking about how I’m doing. How loving and kind.

      Sending loving thoughts your way too.
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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      • 32. timebush  |  October 19, 2015 at 10:10 pm

        Almost all of the links from this post seemed to be mislabeled and off by a few letters.

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      • 33. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 19, 2015 at 10:44 pm

        Hi Timebush,
        Any idea why? I’m out of town for the remainder of the week but will have my webmaster check it out. Thank you for letting me know.
        Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
        Brenda

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      • 34. timebush  |  October 20, 2015 at 8:11 pm

        It looks like when you made the post, you selected only part of the web address when you copy and pasted while creating the link

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      • 35. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 20, 2015 at 8:28 pm

        Thank you Timebush for taking the time to let me know your difficulties with my website. Sending the info to my webmaster.
        Blessings, Love and Sparkles (esp. when my address works correctly),
        Brenda

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      • 36. timebush  |  October 26, 2015 at 8:37 pm

        Very few difficulties for me Brenda. I read your posts every week. Keep making them great insights. 🙂

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      • 37. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 26, 2015 at 9:44 pm

        Hi Timebush,
        Thank you for your lovely message and encouragement!

        I sent your question to my website manager. She hasn’t gotten back to me yet, but I will let you know as soon as I learn anything from her.
        Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
        Brenda

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  • 38. janis´¯`·.¸ʚįɞ  |  October 12, 2015 at 8:34 pm

    Hi, Brenda…this addressed me right where I am…thank you so much for sharing…whew! ❤ ❤ ❤

    artist: James Coleman

    Why are there so many
    Songs about rainbows?
    And what’s on the other side
    Rainbows have visions
    And only illusions
    Rainbows have nothing to hide
    So we’ve been told
    And some choose to believe it
    I know they’re wrong wait and see
    Someday we’ll find it
    The rainbow connection
    The lovers, the dreamers and me

    Who says that ev'ry wish
    Would be heard and answered
    When wished on a morning star
    Somebody thought of that
    And someone believed it
    Look what it’s done so far
    What’s so amazing
    That keeps us star-gazing?
    And what do you think we might see
    Someday we’ll find it
    The rainbow connection
    The lovers, the dreamers and me

    All of us under it’s spell
    We know that it’s probably magic
    Have you been half asleep
    And have you heard voices
    I’ve heard them calling my name
    Is this the sweet sound
    That calls the young sailors
    The voice might be one and the same
    I’ve heard it too many times to ignore it
    It’s something that I’m supposed to be
    Someday we’ll find it
    The rainbow connection
    The lovers, the dreamers and me

    La la la la la la la
    La la la la la la la la

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    • 39. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 12, 2015 at 11:32 pm

      Hi Janis,
      Love the artwork and the song. Thank you. Guessing this channel has touched many of us if the numbers of scout masters/pioneers responding today is any indication! We’re doing it – we just need a little reminder here and there that joy is the word – fear is yesterday!
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 41. CRISTINA  |  October 13, 2015 at 3:11 am

    Dear Brenda, as always post has given me full.

    For five years my guides say “do not do anything, just be”, which irritates me because I’m a woman of action, a warrior, not a contemplative nun.
    So I fully understand the phrase “Trying to do something to create your dream land delayed the process.”.
    Because the things I tried to do to accelerate the process yielded nothing absolutely, certainly not desired by me. Strange because I assure you that I am a great strategist and when I want something and deploy all my 3D weapons, always, always, always achieving my goal ….. to 5 years …….
    So I took these five years in classes for “clumsy angels”, learning to flow and only be …. look that is complicated this 5D!!!!!!! … with how well we were given the dense, dark and miserable 3D .. ..jejejejejeje !!!!!
    I only hope to graduate by the end of this year and have my prom gift …. my wonderful creation, my dream in this land.

    Love, Bless and Sparkles
    Cristina

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    • 42. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 13, 2015 at 12:35 pm

      Hi Cristina,
      I have the same personality – a woman of action and in 3D I always created what I wanted by working at it diligently.

      So this being state is a learning process for me. And obviously so many others given the number of times I’ve channeled similar info in the past few weeks, plus an end date (which I can’t remember doing before) of near or by the end of the year. I guess Shakespeare had it right eons ago, “To be or not to be that is the question.” (at least I think that’s the quote!). So I’m checking out being knowing a major creation is on its way!
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 43. Annemiek  |  October 13, 2015 at 5:03 am

    Dear Brenda, been following your messages for months now and I’m so hoping that your last one is right and I will see my life uplifting end of 2015 after so many empty, painfull and lonely years! I can see some similar signals in my personal astrology transits too so I’m trusting this will happen!
    Like peacenowflower my parents are extremely worried about me not getting physically better and taking any action towards getting a house or job. I was forced to go live in their house again two years ago after not being able to work and running out of money due to this ascension process for 8 years now. And like Cristina mentions I have always been the opposite! Having been a career woman, focused, always studying next to my work, travelling a lot and being totally independent.
    So this dependent, empty life without much joy, work and friends has been a mayor spiritual test for me. I’m always holding on because of the promiss for a better, more joyfull life and dreams coming true.
    I’m still in the middle of integrating the heavy new energies so I can’t even do something to help my dreams get real LOL. Let 2016 begin with a new life start, my own new house, money to live, lots of love and joy, an energic body full of life and a soul fulfilling job! I’m just dreaming on…….

    Love and thanks for reading,
    Annemiek/Netherlands

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    • 44. CRISTINA  |  October 13, 2015 at 11:32 am

      Here’s to your wishes, Annemiek.
      I’m sure that succeed. All succeed. 😉
      Love and thanks for share yours experiencies
      Cristina

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      • 45. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 13, 2015 at 4:17 pm

        Amen Cristina for Annemiek and all. Thank you for sharing your heart!

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    • 46. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 13, 2015 at 12:44 pm

      Dear Annemiek,
      Kudos for daring to ‘drop out’ and find yourself. You obviously have many skills that you’ve used for work, study and travel. Skills that probably seemed uninteresting or not right once you embraced your inner being.

      Something similar happened to me a few decades ago. I dropped out of the work world, divorced my then husband, discovered info about my childhood that was very difficult, finally allowed myself to mourn the death of my first husband etc, etc. etc. I could only focus on me. I was terrified much of the time and wondered if I would ever be better again. Only to discover that somehow all worked out eventually and I started a new life with a new appreciation for me and my strength. Sending loving thoughts your way as you discover yourself.
      Blessings and Love,
      Brenda

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      • 47. Annemiek  |  October 13, 2015 at 1:02 pm

        Thanks sweet lady. Seems spiritual growth and raising self awareness doesn’t come without many sacrifices and life tests! Like you, one of the things I’ve learned in all these years, is that I have great inner strength, while before I always thought of myself as weak because of my sensitivity!
        I sense someday in the future my previous skills will be integrated with my sensitivity, spirituality and strongly developed intuition to perform a new job more connected to my soul’s purpose. But pjeww it’s a long wait!

        Love to you and all bored, struggling souls out there!

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      • 48. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 13, 2015 at 4:28 pm

        Hi Annemiek,
        Yes, it sometimes does feel like forever doesn’t it? Even though we’re transitioning in such a short period of time, it sometimes feels like we’re moving at a snail’s pace.

        We’re doing it – just not as rapidly as we would like, but much more rapidly and completely than either the Universes or we thought possible before entering earth in this life.
        Blessings and Love,
        Brenda

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      • 49. Doris Tells  |  October 13, 2015 at 5:20 pm

        “We’re doing it …. but much more rapidly and completely than either the Universes or we thought possible before entering earth in this life.”

        so true, Brenda! ♡ 🙂

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  • 50. Doris Tells  |  October 13, 2015 at 10:30 am

    remains only the question: what to do with all the time (if we are not allowed to DO anything)? Boredom is already a (long-standing) phenomenon among Lightworkers / pioneers .. and the total inner emptiness also (thus no interest in anything)

    So the only solution is a change in (life) time perception (that comes eventually)?

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    • 51. CRISTINA  |  October 13, 2015 at 11:39 am

      Oh yeah!! Doris, I am deeply concerned that response.
      boredom and disinterest, a terrible couple running too long accompanying us throughout this long process

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      • 52. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 13, 2015 at 4:20 pm

        Hi Cristina and Doris,
        Just give it time – no emotion is forever, but instead delightful dabs of this or that bright, shining color – all of which combine to create our personal color palate.
        Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
        Brenda

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      • 53. Doris Tells  |  October 20, 2015 at 6:27 am

        Dear Cristina ♡
        I recommended Aluna Joy Yaxkins last post on FB to Annemiek. Maybe it is interesting for you also!
        Love and kisses, Doris ♡
        Aluna Joy Yaxkin: https://www.facebook.com/alunajoyyaxkin

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    • 54. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 13, 2015 at 12:51 pm

      Hi Doris,
      Oh, you’re in that stage. I seldom am bored but certainly was a few weeks ago – and then I wasn’t. My life didn’t change much, but my inner needs did. At first I was bored even when doing fun things and now I would rather read a good book and stay home than be out and about. So instead of playing with friends, the past couple of weeks I’ve felt a greater need to be home and have turned down a number of playdates. And so it goes as we evolve and shift. I bet you too will shift in time and forget your boredom as I have until you reminded me!!!
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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    • 55. Annemiek  |  October 13, 2015 at 1:28 pm

      Doris, the boredom is very recognizable, especially in wintertime & rainy days when I can’t sit outside in the garden. I’m amazed how I can fill my days with only sitting and reading. Not to forget the all important presence of my neighbours cat 🙂 But some days it gets to me. What a waste of my best years!! Don’t know of course what great years are gonna come yet….. so let’s count on that. It feels so terrible to be too tired and oversensitive all the time to drive to a friend or the beach for a walk. And that for years now.
      There’s no inner emptiness in me, thank God, but definitely a changed interest and focus. There’s still my original love for beauty, art, travel, new experiences and wisdom.
      Let’s hope next year will give us back our lives, a much more interesting and fulfilling one then before in 3D!

      Till then try to find joy in the boredom and trust…..

      X, Annemiek

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      • 56. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 13, 2015 at 4:30 pm

        Again, kudos Annemiek for daring to be you and a thank you for sharing with Doris.
        Blessings and Love,
        Brenda

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      • 57. Doris Tells  |  October 20, 2015 at 6:23 am

        Dear Annemiek ♡
        I want to recommend Aluna Joy Yaxkins last post on FB warmly to you. It is exactly what we were talking about here. It is what we BOTH feel (and some others with us who did not reply here to my/our posts.). Hope you enjoy it!
        Feel free to contact me in private (also in German if you want ).
        Love and kisses, Doris ♡
        Aluna Joy Yaxkin: https://www.facebook.com/alunajoyyaxkin

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      • 58. Annemiek  |  October 21, 2015 at 5:48 am

        Hi Doris, thanx for pointing this out to me, very recognizable, also the dizzy waking up! I’m not a member of Facebook yet (selfprotection 🙂 ) but I could read this and all the comments. Don’t know how to contact you, maybe Brenda can connect our emailadresses, or you can find me on LinkedInn, last name: van der Sluijs.
        So as Brenda, Aluna and others advice, for now I keep on BEING, dreaming, trying to survive these huge pressures&tension in my body and wait for my creative powers to unfold.
        Where would we be without the internet and all these great ladies helping us understand these crazy times!
        Thanks again Brenda and Doris. XX

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      • 59. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 21, 2015 at 10:56 am

        Thank you Annemiek! I don’t feel comfortable connecting people, but love that you gave Doris your linked in address. To loving and sharing with one another!
        Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
        Brenda

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      • 60. Doris Tells  |  October 31, 2015 at 10:16 am

        Hi Annemiek, sorry
        1) thought by clicking on my name above you would be connected to my email account (now I see this isn´t working here)
        2) can´t reach you with LinkedIn because I am not registered there.
        We will make it at another time
        – let´s wait right time and right place 🙂
        Love and Kisses, Doris

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      • 61. Doris Tells  |  November 3, 2015 at 8:33 am

        Hi Annemiek,
        just read the latest post on Aluna Joys FB-page. She explains why – from her point of view – awakened „might feel a deep void, feel stuck, disconnected and suffer from an epic degree of apathy“.
        If you want to write to me (English or German): doris.t@gmx-topmail.de
        Love, Doris ♡

        https://www.facebook.com/alunajoyyaxkin

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    • 62. Doris Tells  |  October 13, 2015 at 5:38 pm

      To all who replied to my post: A big thank you!

      I read the LoveLetter from Lauren Gorgo yesterday ( http://us3.campaign-archive2.com/?u=edef9d6aab0c2692b5c383d43&id=8ae41c416e ) – looks like she/they are at an other end of the transition process.
      Is anyone of you member in her forum – are the people there really GOing and DOing instead of just BEing like most of us here?
      Or did I misunderstood it?

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      • 63. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 14, 2015 at 2:11 pm

        Hi Doris,
        It’s ok. We’re all unique and therefore, are transitioning in unique ways and different stages. Just as the first covered wagon pioneers faced different issues at different times than was true for those who traveled west via trains. But we’re traveling to the same place. Kudos to all for daring to become in whatever format best works for them!
        Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
        Brenda

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      • 64. Doris Tells  |  October 20, 2015 at 6:43 am

        beyond dispute Brenda! Independent thereof I am interested to see where others are and what they experience! Love and kisses, Doris ♡

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  • 65. thegracefulparent  |  October 13, 2015 at 12:16 pm

    Thank you, Brenda, for your validation and support. It couldn’t have come at a better time!

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    • 66. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 13, 2015 at 4:22 pm

      I’m so pleased Thegracefulparent. We’re in this together and even though we have different paths, we experience enough of the same emotions to share with others along the way.
      Blessings and Love,
      Brenda

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  • 67. Pocahontas  |  October 13, 2015 at 9:07 pm

    It is as if someone pushed the accelerate button approximately 7 1/2 years ago now. The last several months have been interesting and being in the position of having to look for employment is challenging, yet in a much different way.

    It is one thing to feel like one doesn’t fit in, yet there are no words to describe the way that I feel now. When? Where? How? After a long void period, there has been this stillness that I cannot quite describe. Odd things surface every few days, the process continues and yet there is this stillness.

    Integration, healthy doses of detachment and let it be come to mind quite often. Fear is not an option, unemployed and all.

    I cannot deny that it has been an extremely trying ride. A beautiful, mystical, magical and yet painfully trying ride. A ride that I am (oddly) profoundly grateful for. : )

    Much love and as always, thank you. ❤

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    • 68. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 14, 2015 at 4:47 pm

      Hi Pocahontas,
      What a beautiful description. Your words are magical and musical. I’ve been there (no job, no source of income) and know the fear that all is terrible and the faith that all will be well. And it was and is.

      In your trying times, you’ve crossed the fence from 3D fear to new you trust. Not an easy fence crossing, but certainly one with so many inner rewards as you’re discovering. Kudos!!!!!!!!!!!!
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 69. janis´¯`·.¸ʚįɞ  |  October 17, 2015 at 5:36 pm

    Ohhh, Brenda…I just listened to your BlogTalkRadio session…I was surprised that I got to listen to what seemed to be ‘live’…had to smile at your circumstances! Thank you again for your encouraging message…it ended too soon for my expectations…hahaha…they say to let go of expectations! Well, maybe we can expect to find more fluidity…I hope!!! ❤ ❤ ❤

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    • 70. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 18, 2015 at 11:48 am

      Hi Janis,
      You made me laugh. I think yesterday’s BlogTalk show location has to be the most unique circumstances I’ve ever recorded under. I’ve channeled Brenda’s Blog in an English B & B restroom and a bar in Switzerland, but my BlogTalk shows recordings have been much more sedate!
      Blessings, Love and Sparkles,
      Brenda

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