From Emotional Upheaval to Discovery

August 7, 2017 at 9:42 am 32 comments

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Summary of Brenda’s August 4, 2017, channeled 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at En masse, you’ve decided to emotionally transition from eons of pain, anger or fear to joy. So it is you’re in an emotional gray period – feeling fear or sadness unexpectedly and perhaps giggly joy inappropriately. From this emotional place, you’ll transition to joy, knowing joy is your emotional future with a bit of unremarkable fear here and there – just as you once experienced 3D joy.

“Fear Addiction” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Many of you are confused by the emotions you are experiencing. At times, you even seem to react opposite of your emotional comfort zone.

You are drifting from one unusual reaction to another – worried that your ‘normal’ demeanor has slipped away – trying to return to your expected self to little avail.

“Who am I?” has become your frightened cry, even though your new emotional reactions are erasing many of your past fears.

The unusual emotions you are experiencing now are part of your transition, but not necessarily you. If you were an actor, you would test many roles until discovering the roles that best match your personality whether Shakespearean or comedic. Likely discovering that even though you could perform all stage roles, not all roles were comfortable.

Your current emotional shift is on two levels. You are testing yourself because much of your pre-transition personality was developed for comfort in 3D society. In addition, your emotions are fluctuating rapidly for you are shifting your emotional repertoire to a standstill before selecting the emotional scale that best fits your personality in this new world.

If you were a 3D emotional caretaker, you might have adapted a happy and light personality to counter balance fears in your immediate world. And the same is true if you were frightened or angry much of the time.

So it is that you have adapted your persona to blend most easily in your world. Perhaps your family was so dysfunctional in 3D terms you felt the need to become the pinata of that dysfunction, or unnaturally cheerful, or pretending to yourself and others that there was nothing amiss with your family dynamics. Even though there were many other roles you played within your eons of 3D life, those three were likely most dominant.

You performed for society instead of acting on your true emotions. And so it continued lifetime after lifetime as you internalized more fear with more roles to counter those fears.

You are now reviewing the roles which were most beneficial in your various 3D earth lives – and those also in your new you comfort zone.

You might believe you would be most comfortable with ongoing sparkling joy and giggles, even though such is not necessarily true. As occurred in 3D, each of you will select the persona that best suits you. The difference is that your new role or persona will be based on your inner needs instead of outer dynamics.

Perhaps such a thought is confusing – even frightening. Does such a concept mean you will not be joyful? Not at all. Instead, that you might feel joy within as you invent an object – or choose to laugh a great deal every day. Which is little different from determining stage actor comfort roles.

You will finally be you – not a caricature of you as has been true in the past. And to discover that you, you are sifting through your false emotions of 3D and 5D or beyond.

So it is you will likely experience great emotional fluctuations the next few days as you find your true self – not the self you created as a result of your environment, but the self that is joy within your being.

Perhaps you have dreamed of becoming a giggly self as is true of some children – but not all. It would behoove you to observe the variety of personalities displayed by a group of toddlers. Some are giggly, some are sober as they learn a new activity, and others are enchanted with their current interest.

There are no shoulds in your 5D and beyond emotional demeanor. Just as there are no slots, you must fit in if you are going to interact with a specific group of people.

You are discovering your emotional comfort zone by clearing your slate of 3D and 5D or beyond expected emotions.

For you to expect that you will react in 5D or beyond as you once did in 3D is to not have thought through the logic of that concept. For your 3D emotions were based on your need to fit in, not necessarily your true self.

We venture to guess you have already discovered some roles hidden deep within you that do not feel comfortable now. So it is you are saying no to this or that reaction. At the same time, you might pine for a role that feels more comfortable as you read through your various new you scripts.

You are arriving at an emotional standstill – neither of 3D or of 5D or beyond. In a sense, as if you were between stage performances. The difference is that the role you finally select will be based on true you instead of social you. A role that will feel so right, you no longer need to worry about what to say or do in any situation for your reactions will be natural – just as a toddler’s reactions are natural until he or she is trained differently.

So it is you are flitting through emotion after emotion, surprising yourself and those around you – much as toddlers do before they are trained to perform according to the rules of their environment.

You are clearing, testing, and experimenting as you discover emotional new you. Allow that to be during the next few days for the energies floating about are different from what you have experienced.

Even though the current energies are love energies, they are dedicated emotional love energies so that from this time forward you can tap into roles that are you – not the roles of your neighbors, family, or co-workers – finding your comfort zone as you declare your emotional self-love. So be it. Amen. If you would like to receive Brenda’s Blogs when posted, please click the Subscribe Button on the upper part of her Blog & Subscribe page and then click the – Subscribe to Brenda’s Blog by E-mail – line. Complete your subscription by entering your e-mail address and accepting the e-mail confirmation.

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  • 1. Inma  |  August 7, 2017 at 10:13 am

    Oh dear Brenda! It’s soooo great that your channel put in such accurate words and concepts precisely what I’m really experiencing!
    Thank you so much once again. ❣❣❣

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    • 2. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 7, 2017 at 11:16 am

      Hi Inma,
      Me too!!! Isn’t it wonderfully amazing that even though we’re on unique paths, we continue to have commonalities that the Universes can point out to us.
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,


      • 3. Inma  |  August 7, 2017 at 12:58 pm


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  • 4. Annika Nordlander  |  August 7, 2017 at 10:23 am

    Thank you dearest Brenda.

    My perspective right now: How the sensory illusion work :

    Our 5 senses create all illusory appearances (3 D)

    To be able to experience 5 D: perception from pure unlimited Awareness, what we all are,

    we have to dissolve the sensory illusion.

    Why is it so easy, dissolving the sensory illusion, with infinite ease?

    Much love to all ❤

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    • 5. Annika Nordlander  |  August 7, 2017 at 10:52 am

      2 Perceptions to choose from:

      Perception from the sensory illusion = 3 D

      Perception from pure unlimited Awareness = 5 D ❤

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    • 6. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 7, 2017 at 11:17 am

      Hi Annika,
      And so it is as we’re dissolving our individual sensory illusions!
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,

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  • 9. elizabethsadhu  |  August 7, 2017 at 2:37 pm

    Reblogged this on elizabethsadhu and commented:
    Beautiful! Thanks Brenda! love you

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  • 11. elizabethsadhu  |  August 7, 2017 at 2:39 pm

    Perfect! So great! Dropping that cheerful crap…unless I really feel it. 🙂

    “The difference is that your new role or persona will be based on your inner needs instead of outer dynamics.”

    Amen amen amen!!!! ” The difference is that the role you finally select will be based on true you instead of social you. A role that will feel so right, you no longer need to worry about what to say or do in any situation for your reactions will be natural – just as a toddler’s reactions are natural until he or she is trained differently.”

    Thank you!


    love you, sweetie pie!

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    • 12. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 7, 2017 at 5:03 pm

      Dear Sweetie,
      Isn’t the thought that we no longer need to filter our actions or words through shoulds or have tos just absolutely wonderful? True freedom to be you and me!
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love Sparkles,

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  • 13. Eliza Ayres  |  August 7, 2017 at 5:44 pm

    Reblogged this on Blue Dragon Journal and commented:
    Thank you, Brenda!

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    • 14. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 7, 2017 at 6:40 pm

      Thank you so much, Eliza, for posting my channel at Blue Dragon Journal

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      • 15. Eliza Ayres  |  August 8, 2017 at 9:39 am

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  • 16. Stefan  |  August 8, 2017 at 6:57 am

    What is happening now can be seen as the ultimate soul retrieval, not by a shaman but by yourself. All the shattered pieces, which led to multiple personalities in order to survive in what seemed a hostile environment, are now being unified to thrive in a loving universe.
    Rise of the empaths, we have won.

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    • 17. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 8, 2017 at 9:48 am

      Dear Stefan,
      Soul retrieval and love lighting the heaviness and fears of 3D. Amazing and wonderful or what!
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love Sparkles,

      Liked by 1 person

  • 18. Ray Of Helios  |  August 8, 2017 at 12:57 pm

    What is it to be human (incarnate…as in spirit animated in and/or through a body)?

    How many personalities are there in the world now…how many have been animated through out “Time?” How many personalities have been born today….will be born tomorrow and the foreseen and unforeseen furture?

    What we see of any personality is True. It is. And ever do we struggle and strive to identify – patterns and call them “Paradigms” and “Archetypes” because, still…we live within the limitations of being human, and those limitations are substantiated by struggling for the label that would define, for better or worse, what it is to be human and have any number and proportion of human attribute all of which can be no more or less than what is Truth-FULLY human in actual AND potential. What does the past teach us, and what does the unknown future hold in mystery for us to discover?

    Hope, of course…for better as we would leave to worst in the past.

    Here is me so proving such is so, for I am human. And it’s really not so bad. It’s gotten me this far, and oh how sweet the notion that I will be gifted with more “time” in this life to carry on the business of discovering even more beyond the patterns and the archetypes that limit my own “being” while I continue to discover “Myself”…in you through this ultimately dynamic life we share one with another.

    We share this! If what I say is what you see in yourself (in your longing to know simpler truths to live by) then…indeed…we DO share the holy gift that “it is what it is” to be human (incarnate…as spirits animating in and through a human life), and in this…be content in the exaltation that it is…

    …to be ALIVE.

    This is love.


    Thank you, Brenda…for inspiration.


  • 20. Silvia  |  August 8, 2017 at 1:07 pm

    This channel made me understand so much of what’s going on with me right now. I don’t have or want to fit in anymore. I just want the real me to come out not being manipulated one way or another. I have so much joy in my life that was being taunted and manipulated from the outside into fear. Why was I letting this be this way? Well I have regressed back to what I know is true, what I know is true for me regardless of all the whirlwind around. Like starting to break the chains that tie me down.
    We’ll, my dear friend Brenda, thank you for your words of wisdom.
    Love you always,

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    • 21. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 8, 2017 at 2:44 pm

      Hi Silvia,
      Seems like forever since I’ve seen you! Looking for the real us is where it’s at. Remember that old Marlowe Thomas song, “Free to be you and me?” It’s finally becoming our reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love Sparkles,

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  • 24. Deb  |  August 9, 2017 at 1:05 pm

    You hit the nail on the head and them some lol!!
    But thru all this turmoil came a great shift…I’m no longer looking to the skies or my higher self or any other beings yelling “Why is this happening”? “This isn’t what I want”!
    All of a sudden one day recently I said why am I looking out or up the person creating all of this is right here it’s me… and for the 1st time I felt that energy inside me.. I’m it I’m responsible for all of this .. that being said I’ve got to come to grips with I can be a really lousy writer downright terrible at times lol..but hey at least its me right here right now and I feel that as I become more confident and start to trust in myself the skies gonna be the limit and maybe just maybe I’ll get on the Universe’s Best Seller List!!


    • 25. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 9, 2017 at 1:42 pm

      Dear Deb,
      Lots of Love, Blessings and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      PS Until I started channeling, I disliked writing intensely which wasn’t logical given that I switched careers from social services to marketing requiring me to write press releases (agony!), market plans (easier) and market research (loved). Now, I produce tons of emails weekly plus blogs, plus whatever writing much of my day – with ease.


      • 26. Deb  |  August 9, 2017 at 4:06 pm

        Oh I love to write I always have and still do..but that’s about the only thing that’s still the same! Up is down,down is up.
        It’s like I took a sledgehammer to all my prewritten recurring patterns and smashed them to bits-not fully knowing what would happen. Now there’s not a hamster wheel in sight for me to jump on. I wrote/ created an easy 3d life, finances weren’t a worry money always found its way to me, any job I wanted I got, anything I wanted to create happened.
        Now I dont know what the hell I’m writing/creating for myself.. I’m all over the place. Needless to say things aren’t happening like they used too lol.. and there’s no crazy gluing those shattered patterns back together there long gone and all that remains is me …just me learning to be a creator being in human form..learning to trust what I’m writing/creating no matter how awful I think it is because as always it will be exactly what needed to be experienced .. to remember as im fighting thru the fear of an unknown future that everything is ok and the fact they I/We have ascended more than we could have ever imagined and are still going is beautiful beyond comprehension!!
        So who knows next week I might write/ create for myself to not like writing lol.
        I’ll keep you posted!!
        Until then I’m going to try and grab reigns on this project and get a better handle on being a creator being on human!!

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      • 27. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 10, 2017 at 2:53 pm

        Dear Deb,
        So many of us are “trying to get a better handle on being a creator being” as a 5D or beyond Universal human. I find myself in total joy and complete sadness within minutes. Like you, I’m just letting me be me knowing that true me will emerge or develop as is right for me.
        Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love Sparkles,


  • 28. Stefan  |  August 9, 2017 at 4:42 pm

    The force of darkness paid me a final visit today. I smiled and walked away, leaving it to dwell in its own misery. Its face did not have its usual scary effect, in fact it was pityful. That’s what happens when you battle the greatest Force in the Universe and wage a war that is destined to be lost, surrender and ultimate defeat.
    Now I lay my life in the hands of the Great Spirit. I have completed my spiritual mission on this planet, cum laude if I may say so, and trust that the rest of my stay here to be a walk in the park.
    Gran Espiritu sabras a lo que vengo.


    • 29. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 10, 2017 at 2:55 pm

      Ah, Stefan, showering your inner demons with light and love! Just what the doctor ordered for this week and something so many of us are learning to do.
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-light Sparkles,


      • 30. Stefan  |  August 11, 2017 at 1:19 pm

        It was nice to hear you laugh out loud twice on the radioshow today. Made me laugh too. Welcome to the new World. X


      • 31. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 11, 2017 at 1:21 pm

        Hi Stefan,
        Ha. I can’t remember laughing, but then I laugh a lot so I don’t pay much attention when it happens! Laughter is the absolute best medicine for me.
        Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Laughing Self-love medicine!

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  • 32. Stefan  |  August 13, 2017 at 5:51 am

    What I enjoy so much in these present times is how those that are not living in truth are imploding. For eons the soldiers of the dark force of hate, lies, deception, slander, greed and fear have ruled the world, destroying everything that stood in their way. They now feel they have lost grip and worse of all, there seems to be no external opponent. The only one they were deceiving, were themselves. Caught in a self-created trap with no clue whatsoever how to get out. They have become their own slave and prisoner, at the mercy of a seemingly arbitrary and unknown force.

    As from now things will only get worse for the force of darkness soldiers. The world as we know it, has changed for good. Those who followed their heart and stood in truth have now entered the Golden Age. Those who chose to follow their ego have entered a pitch black era and the upcoming solar eclipse will fortify this is an unseen way. The long awaited victory of the Warriors of Light has been declared. Can you dig it?



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