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Summary of Brenda’s October 20, 2017, channeled 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at http://www.BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman: Perhaps you’re confused or out of sorts. You’re sifting through segments and dimensions of your totality to determine which best fit your new you role. The resulting physical and emotional shifts create a discomfort that can best be described via 3D puberty or menopause. As is true for both, there is an endpoint and knowing that internally is your unexplained expectation of something big about to happen despite current contradictory indicators.

“You Crowned Yourself” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for http://www.LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

You want to be or do something new, but you do not yet know what that something is – so your days seem to drag, to be lifeless.

This feeling is similar to what you felt in early puberty before you were allowed to date or drive. You wanted to rush into adulthood before you were physically prepared to do so.

So it is now. Those feelings of, “I’m ready, what’s taking so long?” are becoming almost overwhelming. You test this or that new activity or philosophy, hoping against hope that doing so will move you into the Universal maturity for which you pine.

You are in one of those frustrating ‘wait and see’ phases – not necessarily enjoying your old life and not yet fully creating your new life.

You know love and joy are to come for you have seen them often in your mind’s eye, but neither seems to be a large part of your life now. Just as was true in early puberty stages when you yearned to experience the romantic love touted by your media.

You knew what you wanted in puberty, but not how to get there for your physicality could not yet connect the pieces. There were times during that early puberty stage when you were certain you would never experience anything but boredom, fear, and drudgery – much as you are likely feeling now.

Even though your early puberty required years of patience and frustration, the same is not true now for neither you nor the Universes wish to ponder, dream, fear, or agonize for years. All will shift in a flash.

You activated pieces within you that neither you nor we thought possible in one lifetime. So it is you will enjoy new you in New Earth in this lifetime. This early puberty new you stage will terminate in days or weeks instead of years.

You are evolving more rapidly than has been your pace until now. So do not fret if you have minor aches and pains. Or feel disinterested in life or new you. Or you are a bit edgy with those you love. You are evolving so rapidly that you are no longer, if you will, in control of your being. Which is little different from what was true throughout puberty, particularly the early stages when you displayed both child-like and adult characteristics – often within minutes.

In 3D, you were comfortable with the self-control you were trained to project and protect. Even though someone made you angry, you smiled and said the right thing. Or if you were sad or worried, you pretended you were not. You controlled your emotions for most of your 3D life – with the exception of early childhood – resulting in many of your 3D illnesses.

That control is rapidly falling away – which in itself is frightening for control is a key component of your 3D world. At the same time, your current inability to ‘curb your tongue’ or your actions are terrifying for you do not yet understand what personal freedom means. Even though that characteristic, that personal freedom, is moving you astray in your 3D world, it is encouraging you to be you in your new 5D or beyond world.

“Who are you?” is the question of the day, week, and the next few months. And so it is that you will try out several yous determining who new you is. Which is little different from infants and toddlers before they are trained to do and say the right thing.

You might blurt out something you had no idea you were going to say. Or decide not to participate in an activity you once loved. Or not feel like doing anything for everything seems uninteresting – and yet you are bored.

Again, this is a short-lived en masse forerunner phase. You are not alone, and you will not eliminate all previous ties. You will likely feel testy and perhaps sound and act the same, but not enough to isolate yourself until this phase passes.

Allow yourself this growth spurt for that is what it is. Not a life-threatening activity, but instead a life-growing activity. Something you will refer to with humor in the not-too-distant future, even though you might be a bit uncomfortable the next few days or weeks.

Perhaps you believe you know enough to ‘fake it’ through these next few days or weeks. Unfortunately, such is not true. For if you deny this new you, you will feel extremely uncomfortable maybe even to the point of a short-term disease like a cold or the flu.

Such is not in punishment from us, but instead a constant reminder to you that you are testing various forms of new you to discover the place or grouping that is most comfortable.

Think of this phase as similar to looking for a new dress or business suit. It is likely you would try numerous items before the right outfit was discovered. So it is for you now. You might say something that feels right today, but not tomorrow. Or you might agree to an activity today with great excitement that you dread tomorrow.

Allow yourself to flit in and out of activities, voices, and actions knowing you are selecting those parts most appropriate for new you and your role in New Earth. You will not be the same entity you were last month when you finalize the selection of the majority of your segments attributes. But then, you did not enter the earth in this lifetime to remain the 3D you that you were once so comfortable being.

You are going to stretch yourself as are all other forerunners. It is a time of personality shifts that you forerunners are modeling for all who follow. So be it. Amen.

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You Crowned Yourself Your Cohort is in the Wings

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  • 1. senlinsays  |  October 23, 2017 at 11:04 am

    I can’t thank you enough for making this post. Lately I am filled with a sort of dreadful guilt that whispers that if I would just buckle down in the Real World, everything would be better…☹️

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    • 2. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 23, 2017 at 11:23 am

      Hi Senlin,
      Ah, and doesn’t guilt sound like our old 3D voice? But then, shifting from 3D guilt, shame, and fear is a process we’re all moving through – one step at a time or sometimes no steps until we’re rested enough to move forward again.
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 3. Eliza Ayres  |  October 23, 2017 at 11:11 am

    Reblogged this on Blue Dragon Journal.

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  • 5. Stefan  |  October 23, 2017 at 11:38 am

    Hi Brenda, all of this rings true and very on point of what I’m experiencing. It does feel like puberty, I even questioned my own sexuality over the last few days. Never experienced that before.
    Nevertheless, I’ve totally had it with all this ascension crap. I’ve really had it. Nothing’s moving, abundance is a fata morgana and nothing is in sight. Life on the couch day number 1.444… hope it will be the last because I simply can’t take it anymore. Don’t know whether it’s the feeling of total uselesness, the complete apathy towards life, the non-existent social life, the total and lifelong bankruptcy I’m facing if a miracle doesn’t happen the next 3 days, the rigor mortis romantic life since 8 years and counting or the complete alienation in a world of robots that’s weighing me down. The latest shift in energies, which make me feel like a schizophreniac on crystal meth going from smiling to shouting in the blink of an eye, are to me the straw that broke the camel’s back.
    Game over. No more quarters left.

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    • 6. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 23, 2017 at 11:49 am

      Dear Stefan,
      A feeling I’m guessing that is true for many. I wish I had a magic wand for everyone who feels the same – but I don’t only you do. Maybe it’s time for you to rest from New Earth concepts and actions – or not. Only you know by listening to your inner-voice. Obviously, you’re unhappy with your life and have been so for some time. You tell us why you’re unhappy and seem to blame the Universes for doing it to you, hoping that the Universes will change your life. You are the Universes.
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Self-worth Sparkles,
      Brenda

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      • 7. nateshouse  |  October 24, 2017 at 5:48 am

        Much love Brenda as always, I dont think its that we’re unhappy with our lives, just tired and this thing has drawn on…..
        I cant speak for anyone but I had a particularly brutal ascension, then honeymoon phase, then back to the grinding like God make it stop ascension burnout dont give af anymore
        I listen to that little voice and follow spirit as Ive been trained to for years, but yeah”hiding” and being quiet has been a little less hollywood than I wanted…….
        Much love always

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      • 8. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 24, 2017 at 3:57 pm

        Hi Nateshouse,
        I love your phrase, “hiding and being quiet has been a little less Hollywood than I wanted…..” So true for many of us, but since I feel so different from where I started, I sense we’re moving forward – sometimes one step at a time and at others in a rest phase so our physical being can catch up with our spiritual being.
        Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love Sparkles,
        Brenda

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      • 9. Stefan  |  October 24, 2017 at 6:19 am

        I’m not blaming anyone or anything and It seems you’re missing the point Brenda.

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      • 10. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 24, 2017 at 4:11 pm

        Dear Stefan,
        I maybe am, Stefan, but other than providing motivating words, I have no power to change your life only you do.

        I realize (we discussed your sadness and heartbreak months ago) that your life has not been pleasant, as is true for most of us forerunners. But that pain happened in your former life. What do you want to do to shift your current and future lives from the pain that you’ve expressed so vividly for these months?

        Granted, you might feel blocked by your pain and you may need time to emotionally and physically recoup. Allow that to be. Hitting your head against a wall trying to be someplace you aren’t emotionally won’t move you forward. If everytime you attempt to move into 5D and beyond and your past issues stop you, that’s telling you that it’s time for you to fully address those past issues or to move beyond them.

        I’m sorry I wish I could give you more, but this is an unusual transition from our past expected 3D actions – it’s from the inside out.
        Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love,
        Brenda

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    • 11. nateshouse  |  October 24, 2017 at 12:57 am

      I hear you Stefan, 10 years without a date, years hugging a pillow in bed, barely making rent, home alone except for the folks and work
      Its really a test, especially since I like humping and socializing……..
      But i do feel it and have seen it, have experienced it, know it and have been reminded of it
      Its comin…..
      I feel ya bro…………

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      • 12. Stefan  |  October 24, 2017 at 3:38 am

        Thanks man, it’s all I needed to hear/read.

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      • 13. senlinsays  |  October 24, 2017 at 9:35 am

        That was well said, nateshouse. 🦋

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  • 14. Iconoclast  |  October 23, 2017 at 4:38 pm

    Reblogged this on Infinite Shift.

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    • 15. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 23, 2017 at 4:52 pm

      Thank you so much for posting my channel at Infinite Shift Infiniteshift.wordpress.com

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  • 17. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 23, 2017 at 5:49 pm

    Thank you so much for posting my channel at DreamWeaver333 Dreamweaver333.WordPress.com

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  • 18. Jenaire L.  |  October 23, 2017 at 7:37 pm

    Thanks so much Brenda for the message. I do see that different things are coming my way.

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    • 19. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 23, 2017 at 7:43 pm

      That’s great Jenaire!!!!! YES!!!!!!

      I’m in the ‘wait and see’ arena knowing that something is brewing but not yet knowing what.
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 20. elizabethsadhu  |  October 23, 2017 at 9:06 pm

    Going with the flow or as The Beans like to say, “flowing with the go”. 😀😀😀😀😘😘😘😘😘♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱🌱

    Love you

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  • 22. Ellen  |  October 24, 2017 at 12:02 am

    Dear Brenda,

    I have never been pregnant but just last week I was feeling, metaphorically speaking, like I was in the final stages of pregnancy and all I wanted was to be DONE with that part of the process! Alright, already! In the following days I kept feeling like I was “all dressed up and no place to go”……….

    I feel like I’ve been here SO MANY times over the years but always the thing that came after was the next subterranean mountain to climb. This time feels different, though. Just tonight I had a breakthrough on a website I’ve been creating. It’s been such an interesting process because it’s been all about figuring out my “identity” – who/how/what/why am I/how do I want to present myself and what I want to offer and why, etc, etc. Figuring out a header has been a process, to say the least! 3D? 5D? Neither? Just me? Again, who am I?! (I wasn’t consciously thinking these things, but after creating a number of different permutations, I could see that that was what was going on.) And then the corresponding process: can I appreciate myself and my worth just as I am and just as I wish to share? Big ones there…… It’s amazing how one adapts to that kind of worry/fear and to me it feels very much like part of the teenager’s journey. (Hilarious – for me – side note: the breakthrough tonight was that I just ditched the header altogether and chose a background image instead. Oh…. that was simple……..And now I actually LIKE my site. Feels like ME.)

    This week I’ve even noticed I’m starting to get my humor back. What a nice feeling!

    Anyway, just wanted to share that.

    Thanks, as always, for the messages.

    Best,
    Ellen

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    • 23. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 24, 2017 at 3:51 pm

      Dear Ellen,
      Absolutely fabulous!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go, Ellen!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I decided to create a website (LifeTapestryCreations) in 2009, I had no idea how to do it. And don’t you know, at a Newcomers party, I just happened to meet a lady who created websites for small companies and also read Tarot cards for fun – perfect. I had the site up and running within a few weeks after my decision to do so. FUN how that all works once you know what you want – and better yet, who you are!!!!!!!
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love, Self-creation Energies,
      Brenda

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      • 24. Ellen  |  October 24, 2017 at 5:20 pm

        Really awesome story. Thanks for that, Brenda!

        And as the (modified) saying goes: When the content creator is ready, the (most amazing tarot reading) website designer will appear 🙂

        Love how that works!

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      • 25. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 24, 2017 at 10:37 pm

        Dear Ellen,
        So do I!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
        Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love Sparkles,
        Brenda
        PS Not only was she economical, she happened to have created a website for an upper Midwest author whose book changed my life projection decades before when I was in a job that stressed me beyond belief – I was so stressed that I only managed four or so hours of sleep per night and my ‘normal’ is between eight and ten.

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  • 26. lifeismyuniversity  |  October 24, 2017 at 7:41 am

    Dear Brenda,
    I always love to read the right words on your blog, describing the feelings I (we) ge through. Thank you for “translating” that very feeling!
    Lots of sunshine, Lia

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  • 27. Joanne Schmidt  |  October 24, 2017 at 9:18 am

    Thank you Brenda! This post describes so much of what I am experiencing. I could only read this in small segments because I got so excited! I feel the changes and it was so nice to have a confirmation that they are coming and it is going to be a fast shift. I resonate with all the comments posted above as well. I am tired of what has been, tired of what feels like chronic indecision and yet can’t sit still because I’m so excited about what I feel coming even though I don’t know what that is yet. It’s going to be awesome I know that! Thank you so much for the verbal expression of what I’m feeling! Much gratitude to you Brenda 💕.

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  • 28. monicahaddad01  |  October 24, 2017 at 12:46 pm

    Spot on………………..Thanks!

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    • 29. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 24, 2017 at 4:13 pm

      I’m so pleased this channel resonated for/with you, Monica. It did for me also.
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Self-love Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 30. Stefan  |  October 26, 2017 at 2:00 pm

    Hi Brenda, I did not look at your blog for a few days because I was pissed off.
    Just to clear it up: Whenever I write a post here and express my feelings I do not expect an answer or a solution. I don’t need help and if I do so, I won’t ask it here.
    Your blog is perfect as it is, so are the messages. Yet it hurts when I’m told I’m blaming someone or something or what I should be doing instead of expressing my feelings. It is exactly expressing my feelings which helps when I feel like shit and is the way for me to move forward. Perhaps this blog is the only place, as well as Soulsoothinsounds, out of a million blogs were I feel safe enough to do so and hope that I won’t be judged or criticised.
    It’s tough enough already this ascension pioneer adventure, I think we could all use some support instead of judgment. We’re all we’ve got besides ourself, and we’re in this together even though most of the time it feels like the most solitary and everlasting journey ever and we’ve never met any of our brothers and sisters in real life.
    Yet this blog feels like home base, at least it does to me Brenda.
    I do feel stuck at the moment, and for quite some time now. Yet somewhere deep down inside I know it will change soon. Who knows perhaps overnight?
    Have a lovely day and blessings to all.
    X

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    • 31. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 26, 2017 at 4:12 pm

      Dear Stefan,
      I’m so pleased that my channels resonate for and with you. At the same time, I’m also part of the human/Universal transition – I have transition issues to address as do all others. So I can provide support and motivation for others to a point. I respond daily to messages from the numerous sites that publish my blog plus channel two free blogs each week. I don’t have the energy to counsel nor do I wish to have my blog site filled with messages that feel good for the writer, but make others uncomfortable because they wish to help but they can’t. Your ongoing messages resonate with the caretakers among us, including me. My site is not designed to be a counseling center but instead for us to share our fears and successes. And as we move deeper into this transition, the successes are beginning to outnumber the fears.
      Blessings, Lots of Love, and Self-awareness Sparkles,
      Brenda

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      • 32. elizabethsadhu  |  October 26, 2017 at 4:23 pm

        Thanks Brenda! Well said! As a caretaker, I get it. So hard to break that habit and we sometimes are magnets for those who need caretaking. What brings us joy? It is not caretaking for me, anymore…. It is an old habit….. Letting that thing go………….♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

        Love you and love to us all!

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      • 33. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 26, 2017 at 4:26 pm

        Yes, Sweetie, love, and growth for and to us all!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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      • 34. Stefan  |  October 27, 2017 at 3:48 am

        Indeed the successes are beginning to outnumber the fears, I’m experiencing it as well. Let’s move on!

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      • 35. LifeTapestryCreations  |  October 27, 2017 at 4:02 pm

        For sure, Stefan, “let’s move on!”

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