Are You Fighting With Yourself?

August 31, 2020 at 10:37 am 27 comments

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for LifeTapestry Creations.com

Summary of Brenda’s August 28, 2020, channeled “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman: You’ve tested yourself the past few days. Only to discover your need to caretake the earth is no longer comfortable. Your physical being may even have provided indicators of how inappropriate your earth focus has become. Like returning to your home town after decades of happily living elsewhere, earth issues no longer nurture you. In the next few days, you’ll let go of caretaking the earth just as you once let go of those who no longer felt comfortable.

“Stop Directing the Second Wave” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestry Creations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Your experiences of the past few weeks were likely filled with anger and despair. Such is changing by the moment. Not because you are accessing different materials or people, but because you are no longer vested in 3D drama.

This step away from 3D drama has occurred in several stages, for this is not the first time we have relayed a similar message. The difference is that most of the previous messages pertained to your intimate relationships with family and friends. This message is about letting go of global angst.

Many of you question your ability to do so for you continue to note global missteps. Your focus of anger has been the environment, politics, inhumane actions, education, economics, or other areas. It does not matter for the gist of your angst has been about happenings beyond your family and community – the big picture as you might say. But doing so prevents you from acknowledging how tired, how exhausted you are.

That last statement is not to be taken lightly for indeed, you have pushed yourself throughout this lifetime and many others so that you would have the expertise and energy to help shift the earth. You completed that major Universal piece majestically, all the while enmeshed in the 3D clearing of fears and angst.

You cleared and cleared and, at the same time, helped shift the earth only to discover a sense of loss, of purpose. So instead of focussing within, you continued your earth focus. For you have cleared so much within that your new you vessel is empty. And true to your 3D knowledge base, you attempted to fill your empty vessel with global concerns.

The difficulty is your physical body informed you that such a direction is no longer appropriate, causing rashes, stomach pains, and similar physical ailments. As if you were attacking yourself. And so you were for you are now so finely tuned that whenever you take an incorrect fork in your transition path, your body creates a warning light that says, “No, not this way.”

So it is many of you have been fighting yourself. You try to refocus on global issues, and your body says no. You attempt to rest so that you can refocus on global issues, and your body remains exhausted. And your resulting anger displays itself in many parts of your life.

You are feeling lost, exhausted, and angry – but not for long.

Learning to drive an automobile, required you to focus on the road and ascertain your car was in the correct gear, all the while watching for road signs and other indicators directing you to your destination.

Your minor physical ailments have become your personal road signs. Your correct gear is looking within. For your road is designed to be much smoother than has been true the past few weeks of self-testing. You have attempted this or that course creating physical side effects that were designed to help you understand you had negated your easy path.

To continue this automobile analogy, your windshield provides information about what is in front of you, not what is on the other side of the world. Because your focus has been too vast, you missed stop signs and other directional signs. Return to a smaller focus, and your road will be easy to maneuver. Continue to look for life and solutions beyond what you see through your windshield, and you will feel lost, alone, and angry – just as would be true if you lost your way driving to an important appointment.

You are exhausted because you focussed somewhere out there instead of within.

Allow yourself to create a smaller focus, an easier path. You no longer need to focus on global issues.

Your new focus is much smaller. It is addressing your exhaustion. It is allowing yourself to, yes, push the easy button.

Your life no longer consists of long-range projects to save others. There is just discovering the joys, skills, and interests of new you. It is time for you to get to know you.

Even though world happenings might continue to be of interest, global affairs are no longer your career or your job. Allow yourself to refocus on you just as you might moving to a new community or job.

What is it you wish to do or be? Not, how will that interest help the world, but how will that interest help you enjoy your life? Is it fun? Do it. Is it helping the world at the cost of yourself? Stop. If it feels delicious, move towards it. If it feels overwhelming, cumbersome, difficult, painful, fearful, or too much – stop for that is not your roadmap. So be it. Amen.

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  • 1. Eliza Ayres  |  August 31, 2020 at 10:47 am

    Reblogged this on Blue Dragon Journal and commented:
    Most appropriate for these trying times – focus within and discover the Peace that exists always… ❤

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    • 2. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 31, 2020 at 11:08 am

      Dear Eliza,
      Yup, within is our focus! And as always, thank you so much for reblogging my channel on Blue Dragon Journal bluedragonjournal.com
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 3. Delfina Gasoido  |  August 31, 2020 at 12:36 pm

    Dear Brenda,
    today more than ever, I needed to hear (read) something like that.
    Thank you for this work that you do for all of us.
    Love
    Cristina

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    • 4. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 31, 2020 at 4:02 pm

      Dear Cristina,
      We’re in this together – sharing, caring, healing, and expressing. And as I’ve said so many times,I’m so pleased we found one another.

      Step-by-step we’re allowing ourselves to accept and understand our new directions and joy. Just as has been true throughout our shared transitions, learning to follow our interests and joy is a process. Step-by-step we’re shifting from global caretaking to personal redirects and peace. YES to that! I’m beyond tired of caretaking on all levels. As I’m guessing most of us are or the past two channels wouldn’t resonate so for me, you, and others.
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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    • 5. INMA  |  September 1, 2020 at 8:39 am

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  • 6. angelesdecrystal  |  August 31, 2020 at 12:39 pm

    Reblogged this on Mensajes Galácticos.

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    • 7. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 31, 2020 at 4:26 pm

      As always, thank you so much, Angelesdecrystal, for reblogging my channel on Mensajes Galácticos mensajesgalácticos.wordpress.com

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  • 8. elizabethsadhu  |  August 31, 2020 at 1:23 pm

    I am laughing just reading the title. I LOVE IT. Oh, those arguments in my head……I’m great, no you’re not. I’m perfect, what the heck are you thinking? hahahahahaha

    OH MY GOSH!!!!!!! “The difficulty is your physical body informed you that such a direction is no longer appropriate, causing rashes, stomach pains, and similar physical ailments. As if you were attacking yourself. And so you were for you are now so finely tuned that whenever you take an incorrect fork in your transition path, your body creates a warning light that says, “No, not this way.””

    I have been having a consistent tummy ache lately. But the only thing I have been super immersed in is the Antiracist movement. AND I am completely committed to it. It is a huge joy thing for me, even if very uncomfortable at times. Especially as I unpack my whiteness. SO, I will have to sit with this and see if that is the issue or if I am FEELING my hubby’s angst about politics……I am getting a big yes on that…..Hmmmm…As a clairsentient, this makes a lot of sense to me. So, I must keep asking, is this mine and sending those “not my feelings” out on that burning Viking boat out to sea. Rest in Power.

    And I will still be doing my Soul Flow: Messages Beyond the Veil. THAT also brings me great joy.

    Thanks so much Brenda, you have given me A LOT TO THINK ABOUT.

    much love to you and to us all!!!!!

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    • 9. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 31, 2020 at 4:08 pm

      Dear Sweetie,
      Those numerous Viking ships are burning brightly as many of us are sending our final caretaking bits, pieces, chunks, and exhaustion out to sea. Bye-bye global caretaking, hello personal worth, and finally peace and yes, joy.
      Blessing, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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    • 10. INMA  |  September 1, 2020 at 8:43 am

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  • 11. Karoliina  |  August 31, 2020 at 4:11 pm

    Self-testing.. Of course! Thank you! It all makes sense now.

    “Your life no longer consists of long-range projects to save others”
    I think I’m ready to internalize this. 🙏
    Thanks for the great channeling!

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    • 12. LifeTapestryCreations  |  August 31, 2020 at 4:31 pm

      Dear Karoliina,
      Not to worry, you’ll be ready soon. Just like puberty, we’re all completing certain phases – not all at the same time, but with the same outcomes. We’re transitioning together phase by phase.
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 13. Barb  |  August 31, 2020 at 6:33 pm

    Hi Brenda —

    I have tried a few different times in the last week to compose a reply but keep getting twisted up over what I want to say. So I’ll leave it at thank you for the last couple of messages here and the last Blog Talk. They have resonated a great deal and been very helpful.

    Much love,
    Barb

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    • 14. LifeTapestryCreations  |  September 1, 2020 at 1:41 pm

      Dear Barb,
      You’re welcome. And thank you for daring to become new you. How wonderful that we can share messages, fears, and light via the Internet!
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda
      PS The last two channels have been AHAS for me also.

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  • 15. Lesley  |  September 1, 2020 at 1:57 am

    That makes sense. I keep thinking I ought to do something more as if holding the light for 60 + years and always working within the caring professions wasn’t enough. Not to mention whatever I did in previous lives. I’m way past exhausted. I’m soul tired. I don’t actually want to do anything. I want to hand the baton over to the next baton holders whilst I enjoy gardening.

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    • 16. INMA  |  September 1, 2020 at 8:45 am

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    • 17. LifeTapestryCreations  |  September 1, 2020 at 1:43 pm

      Dear Lesley,
      I’m in the same place. I’m beyond exhausted. It’s time to let go and let others. YES!
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 18. Are You Fighting With Yourself?  |  September 2, 2020 at 10:34 am

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    • 19. LifeTapestryCreations  |  September 2, 2020 at 10:42 am

      Thank you so much for reblogging my channel on Love Has Won lovehaswon.org

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    • 21. LifeTapestryCreations  |  September 3, 2020 at 11:09 am

      Thank you so much for reblogging my channel on Rose Rambles roserambles.org

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  • 22. Delfina Gasoido  |  September 4, 2020 at 12:11 pm

    “When you initiated your transition, you were similar to a train waiting at the station. You’re now like a train speeding through the countryside, soon to become an airplane far above the 3D fray. For you’re being re-engineered with every energy burst. The following waves of light beings are also outside the 3D box of rightness because of your efforts as forerunners”.
    AMEN
    Cristina
    (I really hope to be in that train, to this day I feel like a passenger who has been forgotten in a lost and lonely waiting room)

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    • 23. LifeTapestryCreations  |  September 4, 2020 at 2:20 pm

      Dear Cristina,
      We’re all on the train – not to worry. And we’ve left most of our baggage behind!!! YAY!! My sense is that it’s going so fast that everything is a blur. I can’t believe Dave and I have been in self-lock down for six months. It seems like hours and years at the same time.
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 24. Delfina Gasoido  |  September 4, 2020 at 1:21 pm

    Dear Brenda, I’m on my nerves.
    I have had a normal day at work and when I got home a neighbor has come to tell me that in the house next door he has seen a van arrive with two men and a woman with bad looks. They were loitering for about 15 minutes, jumped the fence and climbed the outside stairs of my neighbors, who were not at home. The other neighbor looked out and said something to them and they left.

    It may seem silly, but it has even made me want to vomit and I feel the fear embedded in my liver, I have taken bach flowers and visualization to dissolve that feeling, but I am worried.
    I did what needs to be done in 3d, I called the police to report it and notified my neighbors, who came and checked that everything was in order.
    But my question is, are there any energy or protection techniques that I can do to protect my neighborhood?
    I usually extend my bubble of protection by meditating each morning and night to the entire neighborhood. Maybe that made my other neighbor see them and not commit the robbery. But still I am not calm. Any ideas??

    Besides, my husband is planning a trip of a few days for the next week or the following, coinciding with my birthday (day 13), and now with this I am scared, I don’t feel like leaving. And it also annoys me not to do things out of fear.
    I’d appreciate any advice on this, right now I’m about to cry. I’m not afraid of entities, negative et’s or anything dark energy, but 3d crime, yes.

    Love
    Cristina

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    • 25. LifeTapestryCreations  |  September 4, 2020 at 2:27 pm

      Dear Cristina,
      I wish I could give you a hug. Last week, I had that same sense about US Politics – as if the world was burning and nothing and no one was safe from the creeping madness. And then it went away with ebbs here and there. What does your heart tell you? Not now but maybe tomorrow when you’re in a different place. Vacation or no vacation. If vacation, can anyone stay in your house so that you can truly rest? Or could you get one of those cameras that you can check your home on your phone? I know your home will be fine, but worrying about it will negate any rest you could get vacationing. Again, check your intuition/heart tomorrow or the day after – go or stay – which would be the most peaceful in this very odd time?
      Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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      • 26. Delfina Gasoido  |  September 4, 2020 at 3:12 pm

        thank you Brenda for your reply.
        When I ask my heart it says: trust.

        I understand that precautions must be taken. `But maybe it’s a test not to get dragged down that low-density spiral of fear. I have to do an exercise in self-discipline and quiet my monkey mind and reptilian brain.

        I have meditated and taken Bach flowers that always work for me, Mimulus for the fear of concrete things and Star of Bethelem for the shock. Since I felt the energy of fear in my stomach and stretching tentacles towards the liver (I literally saw them in meditation)

        Because if I get caught up in this today, tomorrow it will be something else, and that goes against everything we’ve been looking for and working for all these years. Joy, freedom, love and Light.

        I hope that the train you talk about on your blog will take off soon and this is everything that we see all over the world, not just mine today, it’s just a bad horror movie.
        I want to celebrate together in the new life, with our dear husbands and our wonderful dresses 😉
        Love

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      • 27. LifeTapestryCreations  |  September 4, 2020 at 7:02 pm

        Dear Cristina,
        I know how deeply you felt your fear – as if you couldn’t breathe – and then it dissipates. Almost as if that deeply contained fear was gasping it’s last or one of it’s last breathes.

        I very much like what your heart says. I’m just surprised you can already hear that message. Meaning not only are you on the train, but that train is speeding down the track. You’re not a station or second wave person. If you were, you wouldn’t have been reading/listening to my channels and those of others for the number of years you have. Nor would you have had the intuitional insights, “strange occurrences”, etc. that you’ve reported to us over the years. Just know your Monte Carlo bags are packed and ready. We’re doing this!
        Blessings, Lots of Love and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
        Brenda

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