Turning Inside Out

May 2, 2022 at 10:34 am 28 comments

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for Life Tapestry Creations.com.

“Hello, Terrible Twos” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

The weekly “Brenda’s Blog” channel is available on Spotify Podcasts, Google Podcasts, Anchor Podcasts, Apple Podcasts, Breaker Podcasts, Pocket Casts, and Radio Public. You can find access buttons to the podcast sites at LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Dear Ones,

Perhaps you cringe at the mention of the new world we, of the Universes, have outlined for years. Your world does not seem that different despite our ongoing prophecies – fear and pain abound.

Until now, your reality has been more entwined with 3D outer-directedness than our description of the new earth of peace and love.

Even though many of you are sensing a shift, you refuse to believe your inner senses are different. As if after waiting patiently to unwrap your Christmas present, you discover a lump of coal within the beautiful wrappings.

You have likely suspended your new life belief.

Even though you created new worlds within yourself, you do not notice much difference in your life or that of others.

So it is you are ready to return to your 3D world of fear. Not because you want to, but because you feel fear is your ongoing reality. All the while hoping for the love sparkles we have proclaimed for years.

You are exhausted trying to love this or like that despite your inner feelings to the contrary. You are just tired.

Such is so because the end is within your grasp. Similar to the feelings you had near the end of a school course you did not enjoy. As the final exam approaches, you feel you have no more to give. You do not want to study for the exam, nor do you want to ever again see that textbook. Even so, the final exam is hours away, so you know you need one last push to complete the class.

So it is you are tired beyond belief of trying to blend your 3D knowingness with your new inner world.

Some days you can love and accept others. Other days, you cannot imagine such being possible. You have climbed inner-directed emotional mountains and rode the various waves. All the while struggling within and without. You feel as if you have no more to give. You want it all to go away so you can live in peace in your new tiny world.

This eclipse season is both your and the earth’s final exam. Not that everyone will love everyone and everything immediately, but instead that you will feel the shift.

Perhaps you remember completing a task that required much time and effort. The first sensation after completing that task was a relief. The second was wondering how to fill your time once the complicated and time-consuming task was done.

So it will be for you after this spring eclipse season. You are now studying(mentally and emotionally preparing) for your final exam. An emotionally time-consuming process that depletes your energy and interests.

Immediately following this tremendous effort, you might feel listless, bored, or exhausted. Soon thereafter, you will experience a new kind of emotional high. For you will have graduated beyond 3D in ways that cannot be described – providing an inner peace of rightness never before experienced while of the earth.

The next few weeks will seem harsh, not because you are in the wrong place – even though you may feel you are – but because your world is turning inside out. This shift is what you have prepared for and plodded through for months, years, and decades.

A transition from participant-observer to observer. Those pieces that feel wrong or incomplete now, such as friendships or other emotional barriers, will shift to openness, a rightness within that will be multiplied by the millions of additional new earth entities.

This phase is the last big hurdle for new you and the new world.

You completed your previous transition phases despite most earth entities remaining ensconced in 3D/outer-directedness. Such is no longer true, and indications of that will be more obvious following the completion of this spring eclipse season.

You will feel as if a light switch has turned on within you, encouraging you to be who you are. An objective you have been working towards for months, perhaps years.

After this eclipse season, you will no longer need to walk cautiously between 3D and your new being. Nor will you have to contemplate each step as you have in the past. You will just be.

We, of the Universes, suggest that you allow yourself to float as much as possible the next few weeks as the earth and those of the earth stabilize in the new environment you created – and wish to experience. Your time has come. So be it. Amen.

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  • 1. Delfina Gasoido  |  May 2, 2022 at 11:09 am

    Amén!!!! ❤
    Cristina

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    • 2. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 2, 2022 at 11:33 am

      Dear Cristina,
      I don’t know about you, but I’m exhausted. Fortunately, the second eclipse is in mid-May. YES!
      Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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      • 3. Delfina Gasoido  |  May 2, 2022 at 12:18 pm

        Oh dear Brenda, you can’t imagine!!
        I haven’t shared here for a long time, but you know I always read you.
        I usually say that your posts are very synchronous with what happens to me.
        But this time they overcome everything.
        I told you that I was starting a degree course in radiology… well, due to circumstances, what I am doing is health and environmental chemistry… you know, control of drinking water, purification, control of waste, harmful organisms, microbiology …I even have to put on a gown and gloves and go into the laboratory to do tests and evaluations….you would never believe it.
        It’s been a very hard few months, because you also have to deal with life. It’s not like when you’re 20 and your parents give you everything done.
        In short, I am approving everything and with excellent grades.
        But it made me sick to my stomach just when you say we’re exhausted and you talk about eclipses.
        The day of the last eclipse of this month, I have the last exam. A very difficult one. Once finished in principle, if you approve, there is no more to do. But you have to keep going to class until June 5th.
        And I don’t want to have to pick up one more book, or do another damn job or essay…but it won’t be.
        My colleagues are the same.

        So you see the coincidence with your description, you do it as a metaphor, but in me it is 100% real.

        So a mixture of emotion and joy has risen me to read your words. And that of the Emerald Tablet of Hermes “as above, so below” has come to mind. And I can only say: Amen

        By the way say hello to Dave for me, I hope you are doing well and so are the two little fur babies. A big, big hug… when all this is over, remember our date in Montecarlo to celebrate…
        Love
        Cristina

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      • 4. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 3, 2022 at 2:09 pm

        Dear Cristina,
        Thank you so much for the update. Chemistry was never a favorite or even pleasant subject for me, but last night when I was getting ready for bed, the thought popped into my head that your new degree blends so well with your law degree and social awareness. That said, I was amazed at the synchronicity of you taking your final in a not-so-favorite class on the solar eclipse. One wonders why my channeled message relayed that final exam metaphor. That in itself is fascinating to me.

        Dave and our fur babies are fine – especially after one of my friends from Minnesota visited for a few days and upset our fur babies’ schedule. All is just about back to “normal” for them. How are your fur babies and husband doing with your new school busyness?
        Blessings, Lots of Love, Ongoing Creation Sparkles, and Sympathy for That Darn Chemistry Class,
        Brenda

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  • 5. marybogdan  |  May 2, 2022 at 12:42 pm

    So encouraging and uplifting! Thank you once again! Beautiful! 🌻🌸🌼

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    • 6. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 3, 2022 at 2:10 pm

      Dear Mary,
      You’re so welcome. We’re doing it yet again!
      Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 7. elizabethfarwell  |  May 2, 2022 at 1:04 pm

    Oh gosh dearest Brenda……well said yet again…….YOU ALWAYS say it so well.

    I actually feel a huge shift in me and I feel quite hopeful AND at the same time I FEEL COMPLETELY EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!

    Cristina I feel for you needing to do physical studying.
    My studying right now is doing yoga and yogic breathing interspersed with walking and reading and RESTING.

    THANK YOU A MILLION TIMES OVER!

    love you tons and tons and
    loving us all!!!!

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    • 8. Delfina Gasoido  |  May 2, 2022 at 1:24 pm

      Love you too! ❤

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    • 10. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 3, 2022 at 2:15 pm

      Dear Sweetie,
      Interesting how you phrased your comment, “I actually feel a huge shift in me, and I feel quite hopeful, AND at the same time, I FEEL COMPLETELY EXHAUSTED!!!!!!!” Some days I feel my shift internally; on other days, I act on and speak those shifts, and on different days, it’s like nothing is happening. But all in all, exhaustion seems always to be peeking around my corners.
      Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 11. Joanna  |  May 2, 2022 at 3:37 pm

    How exciting!!! Anyone know when the end of the eclipse season is?

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    • 12. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 3, 2022 at 2:22 pm

      Dear Joanna,
      The spring eclipse season ends with the lunar eclipse on May 15-16.
      Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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  • 13. Barb  |  May 2, 2022 at 5:50 pm

    “You want it all to go away so you can live in peace in your new tiny world.” (YES!)

    “This eclipse season is both your and the earth’s final exam.”

    “You are just tired.

    Such is so because the end is within your grasp.”

    Brenda – Your continued sharing is much appreciated. I know you report what you receive, and this is solely about those of the universes or we of the universes or our higher levels or whoever is planning or running this whole thing.

    (I know it’s *us* – but it seems to be us on some other level than the humans in linear experience, and *that* us doesn’t necessarily check in with *this* us before “choosing”!)

    I’m sure this is exhaustion speaking, but, enough. The threshold keeps getting pushed out farther for this “last push” or “end exam.” First it’s the equinox. Then there was mention of Easter being IT and not to worry about it passing without results, because it wouldn’t happen this time. Well, Easter came and went. And now we’re in between eclipses with the current mention. Ever the dangling carrot, it seems.

    I will say that I felt tremendous this past Saturday during the solar eclipse – open, connected, and with real hope – but exhaustion and feeling shut off quickly returned (with sleep disturbances extraordinaire for the last several days). We’ve also been through the terrible twos multiple times. So I find myself more skeptical than excited about these predictions, all while tenaciously holding onto that bit of hope. Including hoping that there isn’t another push mentioning the upcoming solstice as the real end within our grasp.

    I definitely go back and forth between feeling neutral about the world stage (letting it be) and battered by the awfulness out there. Sending love is about what I can manage, and that – sometimes. Of course our own joy is important in all this, so I do focus on my personal threshold, doing “all the things”, and with gratitude for so much, but haven’t yet managed to get across into my true desire. It’s not constant effort, but that state also changes between hope/positivity, impatience, and the occasional rant. Meanwhile – interacting “out there” has been challenging even for seemingly simply things. I come home and want to curl up from the energy drain. (Sensitivity levels have increased hugely. I don’t feel quite so “alien” anymore, but interacting in 3D is exhausting.)

    Inner changes are significant and much appreciated. I’ve even had a couple of recent dreams about giving birth. I’m just exhausted and need to get across that personal, outer, change/ending/whatever. I haven’t figured out the formula for *doing* (further steps), nothing has miraculously presented so far, and the predictions keep pushing this elusive ending-whatever farther out. At some point, that baby has got to be delivered ! 🙂 I just wish “they” or we or whomever would quit postponing. It feels like “delivery” gets harder the longer the wait, and declarations of *enough* and *no more waiting* apparently go unnoticed.

    Anyway – I’m certain I’m not alone in at least some of these feelings if not many. There has been so much change in the last year, and yet none, too. The labor has gone on long enough!

    Love to you and thanks for your continued sharing-
    Barb

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    • 14. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 3, 2022 at 2:42 pm

      Dear Barb,
      You’re definitely not alone in your feelings. Some days I feel as if none of it is real. Other days, like a pre-teen wanting to wear make-up and date but being told repeatedly that I’m not yet ready to do so. And still, others, as if I’m much different internally than I was just months ago.

      Like you and so many others, I often want the New World to be fully formed now, in fact, yesterday. And yet, when I have those thoughts, I wonder how that would have been possible a year or more ago as I feel so different internally now.

      Like you, I’m waiting and some days raging for the new world of love to dominate our lives. On the other hand, I fully expect to experience it during this lifetime. So, like so many others, I wait, struggle, and yet, I believe.

      But please don’t berate yourself for your questions, doubts, and concerns. Self-love is about allowing ourselves to be ourselves, whatever that means at any one moment. Something I’m also learning one step at a time.
      Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Energies,
      Brenda

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      • 15. Barb  |  May 4, 2022 at 3:23 pm

        Thank you, Brenda. I have clear evidence of change within and even of some life things working out with perfect timing. And it’s still hard to trust it. You’re right, though: self-love and acceptance one step at a time is the way. I do wonder how anyone not really aware of this transition is managing to cope, let alone those directly affected by heartbreaking events. A major shift can’t come too soon.
        Love and light to all.

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      • 16. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 6, 2022 at 3:21 pm

        Dear Barb,
        I also wonder how those not aware of this transition or directly affected by tragic events are coping. And I most definitely agree that a significant shift can’t come too soon.
        Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
        Brenda

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    • 17. Raksha  |  May 4, 2022 at 9:02 am

      I feel you. This channel is always very resonant with what I am going through. But I am a bit bothered by the goal post being pushed further down the road and again. I also had a few dreams recently about giving birth (and I am a man, so it was weird). And just yesterday, I had a dream where I finally emerged healed from a giant vagina. That was a nice sign. But honestly after all this years of purging and clearing, I just dont know anymore. Sometimes I doubt if we are not in a collective psychosis. I dont feel I can crawl much further. Good day to tall.

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      • 18. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 4, 2022 at 1:38 pm

        Dear Raksha,
        Yup, I’ve felt the same at times.

        I know I’m different than I was before I knowingly started transitioning. But like a young teen, I can’t guarantee that I’ll ever be an adult or even old enough to date. All we can do is continue to love and accept ourselves and hope that the prophecies are accurate. After all, we’re the first, the forerunners, so we have no proof that the prophecies are correct.

        As I was writing this, I imagined how frightened the first females of the human species were to give birth – months of discomfort, wondering what was happening to their bodies and worried that their entire life would continue that discomfort.
        Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
        Brenda

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      • 19. Raksha  |  May 5, 2022 at 5:10 pm

        Thank you for your answer Brenda. Oh, and I did realise that my message was maybe a bit cold, talking about “this channel” instead of calling you by name. Sorry for that. Also, I am not a native english speaker. Sorry.

        Yeah you are right. But to tell the truth, I feel like I have almost done all that I could in terms of “loving and healing one’s self”. Now, I feel like it’s breakdown or breakthrough, and i think I need the help of the Universe for a breakthrough, a Solar flash or anything. Sorry, I am just exhausted to the point that the word itself is meaningless. I don’t mean to ruin the mood here. I hope you all are doing better than me.

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      • 20. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 6, 2022 at 3:41 pm

        Dear Raksha,
        I didn’t feel your message was a bit cold or wasn’t presented in correct English – your English writing skills seem impeccable to me. You’re merely wondering, as do many of us, how our world is changing or if it’s changing. Many of us feel exhausted beyond belief. This is an extremely difficult, emotional time. Please know that you’re not alone.
        Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
        Brenda

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  • 21. Finn  |  May 3, 2022 at 6:01 am

    … … I never imagined all of us crawling towards the finishline, and yet here we are; CRAWLING towards the finishline. – But hey, if that’s what it takes then we’ll just do it; with as much dignity that we can muster. – Like you Brenda, I’m also very much looking forward to the concluding lunar eclipse on May 16th, – and; on the other side of the upcoming Mercury retrograde ending on June 3rd there will be no more speed limits. – Thanks again Brenda, much continued support and love to you and to Everyone, stay safe now.

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    • 22. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 3, 2022 at 2:26 pm

      Dear Finn,
      “here we are, CRAWLING towards the finish line.” That line pretty well sums up what many are feeling right now. And as you also so well said, “we’ll just do it; with as much dignity that we can muster.” Courageous and determined souls all. YES!
      Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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    • 23. Raksha  |  May 5, 2022 at 5:22 pm

      Very nice post. But to be honest, I can give up my dignity. Even beaten and bloodly, I just want to reach the finishline.

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  • 25. Julie  |  May 3, 2022 at 5:31 pm

    Exactly what I’ve been experiencing! Thank you, so great to read a perspective on this that resonants. It’s the strangest feeling (after 30+ yrs of this long spiritual journey). I had no idea that this is what it would feel like. It’s the most natural thing in the world.

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    • 26. LifeTapestryCreations  |  May 4, 2022 at 1:27 pm

      Dear Julie,
      What a perfect phrase, “It’s the most natural thing in the world.” Thank you for sharing that and kudos for allowing yourself to be.
      Blessings, Lots of Love, and Ongoing Creation Sparkles,
      Brenda

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