The Grayness Before Spring

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for Life Tapestry Creations.com.

“You’re the First of the First” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

The weekly “Brenda’s Blog” channel is available on Spotify, Google, Anchor, Apple, Breaker, Pocket Casts, and Radio Public. You can find access buttons to the podcast sites at LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Dear Ones,

You cannot envision your future, and your present is not exactly what you hoped for. This causes you to worry that what you have now is all there is – anger, fear, and angst. And those closest to you do not seem that close anymore. You feel isolated and alone – and, most of all, exhausted. Fears that many of you are experiencing quietly.

Your life is not joyful or fun. It is just the same-old with the added fear that this is all there is.

You might feel something happening within you, but that something does not seem to produce joy, new thoughts, or actions. You are bored and frightened. All you sacrificed for months or years does not seem as if it is producing anything we of the Universes prophesized.

Some of you moving about more – with fewer connections feeling as if they are part of your heart. Others of you continue your isolation with a bit of jealousy of those who dare to interact. 

Your 3D friends and relatives no longer feel right. And those you became attached to since initiating your transition feel unreachable. It is a lonely time.

This phase will be short-lived, as is true in the gray beginnings of spring – until tree buds open to brilliant greens and the flowers are once again dancing.

We of the Universes want you to know that your spring is on time. This in-between phase will be short-lived. But just as you cannot imagine that green grass, colorful flowers, and tree leaves will appear within days, it is impossible to imagine how your life will become vibrant within days.

Allow this phase to give you the inner strength you require for your new life. Even though your new life will be vibrant, just as spring is for the earth, there are pieces you need to review and discard.

You en masse no longer wish to maintain some pieces you initially thought would be acceptable for you to achieve joy in your new world. You decided to live in this new world with a clean slate – as has everyone transitioning beyond 3D.

So you are clearing more than you thought possible before entering the earth in this lifetime. You decided a life of just enough is not enough, given the ongoing expertise provided by multiple Universal elements and your completion of the seemingly impossible goal of helping shift the earth and yourself in one lifetime.

You decided to go for the gold.

So it is you are sloughing off more than you thought possible in one lifetime, including that which was so deeply hidden you did not know it was within you – consciously or subconsciously.

Of course, that last thought appears impossible. Even though a complete clearing was not necessary to create your new life, your life will sparkle more because of it.

As has been true throughout your transition, you continue to surprise yourself and others with your stamina, dedication, and ability to accept the new.

This new you is a dynamic, inner-power-driven being who will stun the Universes once you shift from this somewhat cloudy end of winter to your sparkling spring.

In the meantime, those who do not wish to be in your new radiance will slip away.

You are becoming you in all your glory – more quickly than you imagine, but not as rapidly as first predicted because you are clearing beyond what you or we of the Universes expected to be possible in one lifetime. A clearing that is fogging your brain and your physical being as lifetime after lifetime of fear and pain is tossed aside.

You are far more powerful and glorious than you realize – especially during this early gray spring. Allow yourself to shed what you wish without fear or angst, for you declared your new goal achievable here and now. And so it is. So be it. Amen.

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You’re the First of the First

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for Life Tapestry Creations.com.

“Not a Time of Quiet Acceptance” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

The weekly “Brenda’s Blog” channel is available on Spotify Podcasts, Google Podcasts, Anchor Podcasts, Apple Podcasts, Breaker Podcasts, Pocket Casts, and Radio Public. You can find access buttons to the podcast sites at LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Dear Ones,

Even though we of the Universes have prophesized for years that you would shift dramatically as you transitioned, you believed 3D you would continue to be the commander of your being.

While most likely, your 3D being continues to be part of you, your 3D being is no longer the commander or even a key piece. For many of your new you segments morphed into a more loving stance before they were incorporated into your being.

So it is that you surprise yourself with your moods, words, and actions. Even though such is to be expected given the enormity of your transition, it is surprising to you, given who you used to be.

Even so, many of you maintain the same schedules and routines with some declarations of independence or anger.

You will continue to shift personalities for the next few weeks. What or who you are today will not be true within weeks. As if you are peeling layers of your being from the inside out.

In 3D, you often completed something similar from the outside in. For example, when you moved to a new community, obtained a different job, entered a romantic relationship, or had a baby. ThreeD shifts that were not unusual or unexpected. The difference now is you have no concrete markers to indicate why or how you are shifting.

So you will find yourself trying to explain to yourself and others why you cannot do something. Why you need rest or privacy. Or why you want to participate in an activity you were not interested in before.

Perhaps it will help you better understand your shift if you think about new entities entering your physical body. Even though those entities have always been part of your totality, they were not in your current 3D life until you invited them into your being many months ago.

As those entities adjust to your current physicality, they become more active within your being, creating the new you that you continue to adapt to – and surprising yourself and others as you do.

This being that is now you continues to evolve, which will be particularly evident in the next few weeks. For you are determining which of your new segments will dominate.

Some of you are concerned that you will become a scattered entity with a multiple personality disorder. Instead, this new array of your inner being is similar to how you functioned in 3D jobs determining which of your skills would dominate in that particular setting.

Future earth generations will coalesce their being before entering the earth. Those of you in the first few waves of transition are required to do so internally while functioning in many 3D-like environments – as the new segments within you demand to display their skills.

Perhaps some of you think our explanation sounds like a horror movie. Instead, we of the Universes wish you to know that your need to function differently as you transition is not much different than would have been true in 3D – except this transition is from the inside out.

Again, remember how different your actions and thoughts became once you were a 3D parent or moved to a new community. Those 3D activities required change – some more dramatic than others. But all were expected changes given the eons of similar 3D activity displayed by 3D generation after generation.

You are the first of the first.

Do not be frightened; you will adjust, as will those around you, for they are likely undergoing a similar transition if they are part of your world.

Even though your current being cannot remember the terror of the first earth humans as they adjusted to the heaviness of the earth, you are in a similar fear path. A path that will soon open to a new life that seems more correct than any changes required to maintain your former 3D life.

You were never fully of 3D, even though you successfully functioned in that role until you began your current transition. You are finally home in ways you have always dreamed of. A dream you imprinted within before you entered the earth in this lifetime.

Now that you transitioned, you are adjusting to that transition – which will be quite evident in the next few weeks. You are finally home within yourself – a first for any earth being transitioning from fear to love. So be it. Amen.

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Not a Time of Quiet Acceptance

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for Life Tapestry Creations.com.

“Your Ever-Changing Buffet” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

The weekly “Brenda’s Blog” channel is available on Spotify Podcasts, Google Podcasts, Anchor Podcasts, Apple Podcasts, Breaker Podcasts, Pocket Casts, and Radio Public. You can find access buttons to the podcast sites at LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Dear Ones,

Many of you have inklings of new thoughts or actions, but you are afraid to acknowledge them because they seem odd or not like who you thought you were.

Even though your current phase highlights who you want to be or what you wish to do, it is almost too frightening to contemplate because it is so unlike 3D you.

ThreeD was a time of acceptance, playing it safe, and staying within boxes of rightness. Your new world is exactly the opposite. So your inner thoughts of rebellion seem wrong or frightening. “What if someone I love no longer wants to be with me?” What if I’m picking up false inner signals?” “What if this statement ruins the bridges I’ve built?” And on and on – questioning your right to be you.

This is not a time of quiet acceptance, which was your action mode for eons. It is a time of new thoughts, statements, and actions. None of which might display who you thought you were or even who you wanted to be.

Many of you imagined new you would be action-oriented but gentle and loving. Instead, you discover what you might consider nasty thoughts, words, or actions. Thoughts of “I’m not going to take it or do it any longer.” Or “This relationship or action is not worth the stress.” Or “I’m done; I’m out of here.” Thoughts and actions that were likely counterproductive in 3D but are exhilarating and expansive now.

Your expectations of a new loving you do not seem possible now or ever. You feel as if you are in the midst of a toddler tantrum that is removing layers of stress. And even though you question your need to be so direct, honest, and at times, nasty, it feels as if you are finally being heard.

But not all those hearing your new thoughts are interested in remaining within your circle of special people. So it is that, once again, you are reducing the number in your inner circle, causing you to feel both consternation and self-pride.

It is as if you are up-chucking the fears, angst, and anger you retained within you to maintain that relationship or title. You are done pretending to be 3D. You are done pretending to be who you are no longer. And most of all, you are done pretending you love everyone and everything.

Loving everyone and everything was an initial New Age philosophy. Something you were fearful you could not achieve – because it is not achievable. You cannot be on your path if you do not negate uncomfortable paths.

Love is not bad. But there are degrees of love or acceptance. You can allow someone to disagree with you without harming them, yet you do not need to change your thoughts or beliefs to retain that relationship. Or change yourself unless it feels right to do so.

There are still earth beings who promote 3D fear and anger. You can accept their right to do so without shifting your beliefs or caretaking them.

Perhaps that concept seems counter-intuitive because, in 3D, you were taught to love your neighbor. And some new earth gurus indicate that your love has to include every earth being. Such is a nice thought, but doing so would push you off your path.

Loving everyone negates your need to love yourself.

You can love the idea that others have a right and need for their unique path. But if you force yourself to love everyone despite differences of opinions, actions, and words, you again ignore self-love and force yourself into a box of rightness.

Instead of listening to who you should be – a 3D model – allow yourself to flow into who you are without shoulds, including the should of having to love and therefore support everyone.

You have a different directional compass now. A compass that allows you to know what is right for you. Is loving everyone your true north? Then do so. But we of the Universes venture to guess that your true north does not include those remaining in 3D fear – for that would mean enmeshing yourself in that fear.

You are now a participant observer, which means you no longer need to wallow in the pain of others.

You allow others to find their way beyond 3D if they wish, but you will not stand beside them or hold them as they fight to the end to retain their fears.

Even though you likely care about every living entity now, you are no longer required or want to play the 3D role of removing the fears of others – for you cannot. Those beyond 3D are doing that for themselves. And those remaining in 3D do not wish to change.

Your only role is to be yourself. And that includes shielding yourself from the 3D model of everyone is more important than you.

In this new model, you are the center of your world. You lovingly relate to those who dance in your world but are not that interested in those with different agendas. You are the center and most important element of you. A complete reversal of the 3D role of everyone but you is your center.

Claim yourself without fear, angst, or regret. You are just beginning to understand how different new you and the new world are. So be it. Amen.

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Your Ever-Changing Buffet

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for Life Tapestry Creations.com.

“Expect the Unexpected” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

The weekly “Brenda’s Blog” channel is available on Spotify Podcasts, Google Podcasts, Anchor Podcasts, Apple Podcasts, Breaker Podcasts, Pocket Casts, and Radio Public. You can find access buttons to the podcast sites at LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Dear Ones,

You likely want to know what will happen tomorrow, next month, next year, and the remainder of your earth life. Perhaps you think you need to know it all so you can make any necessary changes. In truth, you want to control your life and the earth’s existence. For you believe your new world will be entirely controlled by your rightness.

You have forgotten that everyone is or is becoming a powerful, unique individual. So just as you can no longer control others, you cannot control yourself. Believing you can control your life is no different than a toddler assuming they know what is best for themselves now and forever.

You will evolve continuously throughout your current earth life. And as you do, your future, interests, and needs will evolve. So that which was important to you or anyone yesterday might no longer be so tomorrow.

That last statement presents a quandary, for if you cannot determine your future, what is the purpose of your insight and new skills? Why would you have extrasensory perceptions if you are not certain of a move before you take it?

Perhaps you imagined that your ongoing life will be filled with the knowingness of immediately selecting your direction and why you chose it. Instead, you will be offered more options – all of which will be right for you, but all will shift you in different directions. In essence, your life will be more confusing because your interests will shift with the day and the times.

There is no longer a straight line of rightness. Nor is there a fear of selecting the wrong path. Even so, initially, that openness of being and selection will be frightening and confusing. It will seem as if you have a never-ending buffet of choices – all of which seem right for that day or time. And as you select one buffet item, you will hunger for the items you did not choose. As if you placed everything you dreamed of in one location, and you cannot decide which one you should select.

That initial fear is merely a replay of some of your 3D experiences. Your buffet will change constantly as you shift your interests and knowingness. But instead of needing to select one buffet item, thinking you can never return for the other items, you will soon understand that your ever-changing buffet is always available.

An apt 3D analogy of what you expect in your new world is selecting your life career as a young adult via your college degree. Encouraging or sometimes forcing you to maintain a profession despite discovering a disinterest in that profession soon after graduating.

In your new world, you have no parameters encouraging you to think or be in one direction – and never will again.

After your initial concern that you must select and be content with one buffet item, you will understand that you can return to the buffet whenever you wish – and that the buffet items will shift as you evolve or mature.

So neither you nor we of the Universes can ever completely foresee your future, no matter how many new skills you access. For just as love has many dimensions and descriptors, so too will your new life in your new world.

Constantly evolving, continually maturing, and most definitely always daring. For new and adventuresome are now synonymous with your being and will be forevermore. So be it. Amen

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