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I’m Not Going to Take it Anymore!

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Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for http://www.LifeTapestryCreations.com

Summary of Brenda’s October 7, 2016, channeled, 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at  http://www.BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman:   The next few days, you’ll solidify your place in 5D via better understanding the courage of those enmeshed in the earth chaos of floods, volcanic eruptions, etc., as well as those remaining steadfast in 3D fear and power grabbing. All are volunteering so that you and more and more others fully shift from fear to joy. Earth chaos events open your hearts, and 3D fear at all levels points out who you no longer wish to be. 

“You’re of the 3D Audience Now” is the title of this week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Many of you are feeling deep anger. Anger because you have not yet created what you want. Anger at politicians. Anger at earth eruptions. Anger at those people who will not allow you to be you. And anger at anger.

You believed you shifted beyond deep anger – that your world would be joyously happy by now. Yet, you are angry about so many parts of your life.

This anger is about what you do not have. Even though such a concept is selfish in 3D terms, here you are.

Such anger is yet another piece of self-love. For it is more about all that you accepted or did not accept for yourself in past earth lives than what is happening in your current life. All those hurts in which you denied yourself are coming to the surface. So that now something that ordinarily would not have bothered you requires hours, maybe even days of anger.

All is well and good for that anger indicates you are truly accepting yourself. Of course, such a thought seems counterintuitive for where is the joy?

Even though joy is your goal, joy can only be achieved through self-love. So it is you are cleansing those pieces related to self-betrayal that you placed deep within you throughout the eons.

Your anger is balancing your earth eons of self-denial.

Allow yourself to feel this anger – it is not bad nor a return to 3D. Your anger merely indicates that self-love has become your priority.

Now many of you are clamoring – because you are angry – this is not the life you expected. “Where’s my joy? Where’s the fun in anger?”

You will achieve your joy, but not if you hold your self-love ransom with the unworthiness you have stuffed within your earth beings for eons.

To accept your joy, self-love, you have to fully honor and respect yourself. So it is you are discarding those pieces deep within you that allowed you to feel not worthy of reward or self-love.

Perhaps this round-about way of discovering your true worth seems wrong. Should there not be a good witch waving a magic wand, so you do not have to feel this deep anger? Should it not be easier to love yourself?

Please remember that the stages you are completing to love yourself – and this transition – are en masse events. You, as a group, determined the direction, time frame and outcome of this transition. Your directive was to shift the earth to 5D or beyond. How you achieved that goal was entirely up to you and your cohorts.

En masse you decided your physical being could not withstand this particular stage until the self-love energies of the past few weeks bombarded your being and anyone else open to internalizing them.

As a result, earth and earth beings are far different from what was true a mere five or six weeks ago. Others, besides yourself, are declaring their freedom from those who wish to control them, from the fear energies that have floated about earth for eons, from anything that halts their dreams or directions.

You are rapidly becoming part of an underground, internal revolution of, “I’m not going to take it anymore. This part of earth history is done, a new chapter is beginning – and I’m part of that new chapter.”

So it is you will discover a greater and greater divide between those who accept self-love and those who are afraid of it.

Such is part of your current anger. “How can they not see they are powerful enough not to require a leader? That they can create their world within the energies of New Earth, that is bigger and better than anything anyone outside themselves can promise or create?”

These thoughts do not require you to leave your home, relationship, job, or community. Instead, these thoughts are a call to your new being to dare to be. So it is you are becoming angry enough to say to YOURSELF, “I’m not going to take it anymore.”

Anticipate many unexpected interactions.

You are a new being discovering how truly capable you are via clearing those pieces of unworthiness that you have hidden from yourself for eons.

But you have yet to discover a better way of clearing those pieces other than anger. Those who follow will clear their lack of self-worth more easily and rapidly because of you.

You are courageous scout masters astounding everyone – including yourself. So be it. Amen.

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October 10, 2016 at 10:55 am 34 comments

You’re Angry – How Wonderful!

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Summary of Brenda’s July 15, 2016, channeled, 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at  http://www.BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman:  Many of you are enmeshed in earth fears. It is as if you have one leg on the 3D side of a precipice and the other on the 5D side. Some days you know all will be well – and others you’re certain fear will always be your life. You’re undergoing a spiritual questioning of your 5D being – which will end in a few days. You’re testing your 5D faith for most haven’t yet created your earth dream to solidify your knowingness that 5D exists. But you will by following your joy.

“Is Earth on Your Shoulders?” is the title of this week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly, channeled blog for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

You are beginning to sense, see and feel small rays of sunshine through the massive clouds that have reduced your light for eons.

Some of you have not yet acknowledged your new you, but you will for this is the time of doing so.

You are thinking that just telling you something does not make it so. The same method used to mystify and cover the glorious you hidden on earth for eons. We agree with that thought. At the same time, we wish for you to address your changes.

You have been in prison for so long you do not understand that the door is open, and you are free to leave.

You are becoming quite adept at saying, “No” when you do not feel like doing or being something. You are looking for joy and fully expecting it. Your anger is not because you are enmeshed in fear, but that your joy is not more consistent and deeper. Concepts you would not have contemplated a few months ago.

So it is that your anger has transitioned from fear to not enough joy. A definite indicator that you are a different being than was true just months ago.

Of course, you note fear and chaos throughout the globe. Of course, you are exposed to the media harangues and fear-based programs. The difference is that such programs make you angry, not fearful. Angry that others are not grasping the concepts of New Earth and joy. That others seem to be wearing blindfolds. That others continue their lives of fear.

Knowing you are angry, upsets you. For a truly loving person would allow others to feel what they wish. Ah, such thoughts mean you continue to berate yourself for not being instantaneously perfect.

You are evolving, not remaking yourself. Evolution is a process – of which you are in the middle. Remaking someone most often means instantaneously or much more quickly than a process.

Please understand that if those of you at the forefront had remade yourself when you first initiated your transition months or years ago, you would have been so outside the norm that others would not have believed the possibilities. You would have polarized earth into two distinct groups counter to everything you were attempting to create. Plus your physical being could not have withstood an immediate transition. So it is your transition is a process.

In that process, you shifted from an earth life of expecting fear and pain to anger that your joy is not deeper and more obvious. You are truly a different earth entity.

Even though you have transitioned dramatically and continuously in our eyes, you continue to berate yourself for not doing or being enough. You have, and you are.

Do you understand how far you have transitioned in a blink of an eye? From ongoing fear to expecting joy? From a heavy being carrying so many pieces of past and current life fears that you were not the being you are capable of, to a glorious beacon of light others notice and wish to emulate?

The piece most difficult for you to accept, even at this stage, is that you are indeed a bright light. You feel anger or fear for a few moments and expect that such is your life on earth in this lifetime. Yet, you are ignoring how fleeting that fear or anger is in comparison to your searching for and expecting joy.

Is it not true that much of your anger now is that you have not created all you wish to create – whether personal or global? That you are not yet – in your mind only – a Universal being? That you have worked so diligently only to feel as if you have not made any progress?

Do you understand that even questioning those actions and thoughts that you once held as sacred beliefs is just one small indicator of your personal evolution? And that you now note when you do something you do not wish to do instead of just accepting that life is that way? You are much different from what you now realize or acknowledge. The difference that is pushing your need to create joy in any form.

Your anger at yourself is misplaced. But that will shift in short order. The key piece for you to understand and act upon is that you expect joy – the most obvious indicator of you evolving to new you of New Earth.

Do not fret about your lack of instant joy creations. That will come. For now, glory in the fact that not doing so makes you angry. How joyful! So be it. Amen.

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July 18, 2016 at 9:25 am 35 comments

You Can’t Fear and Love Yourself

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com

Summary of Brenda’s November 4, 2012 free, 15-minute, channeled “Creation Energies” show at www.BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman You have cleared your global fears, you’re now reviewing your personal fears. Do so with the knowledge that some fear, pain, anger or sadness might be valuable to your being. You’re not an angel. You’re a god/goddess. Which of your less dominant feelings (fear, pain, sadness, etc.) do you wish to explore and why?

The title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her free, weekly, channeled blog for www.LifeTapestryCreations.com: ”Don’t Put Yourself in a New Age Box”

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” BlogTalkRadio.com show presents different channeled material than “Brenda’s Blog” even though both might be about a similar topic.

Dear Ones,

You have likely experienced many emotions the past few days – from great joy to fear or perhaps sadness. That is how it should and will be.

You have a range of emotions. Many of which have been hidden for eons – not the least of which is anger.

Perhaps you feel as if you should be blissful at all times – and if you are not, you cannot be a true Lightworker or Wayshower. We beg to differ.

You are a human being – you are not an angel as projected in your images. Perhaps you have worn a bracelet with the letters W.W.J.D. (What would Jesus do?) to help remind you how far askew you are. Or in essence, to punish and judge yourself for not being the perfect entity portrayed in the Bible and other materials.

Granted, a few humans have managed to retain more spiritual knowledge than is true for most. But even those highly spiritual persons were not perfect – as you define perfect.

You have created such a high bar of competence that it is doubtful you will never allow yourself to claim your inner-power.

Perhaps you believe you will become a leader once you experience joy all day. Or you manifest a certain amount of money or objects. Or you find your soul mate or community. All of these excuses – and they are excuses – have been created by you to deny your inner-power.

Eons ago, you gave up your inner-power to blend with earth’s dense atmosphere. You have covered that self-lie with layers of society roles and rules. Now that it is time for you to claim that power, you resort to anything to hide it – including insisting you are not perfect and therefore must wait, for whatever you believe necessary, to label yourself powerful.

Perhaps you have decided that continuous joy is your indicator that you have finally tapped your inner-power. Much like religious leaders of old slept on nail beds or otherwise punished themselves for not being perfect. And of course, many of you do have histories of religious leadership and following – all of which contribute to your belief that you can never be perfect and therefore, never claim your power.

What if through the eons, you denied your power by not expressing anger or exploring  similar pieces of your emotional rainbow? Does denial of any emotion make you more powerful?

You are powerful because you accept you in all of your colors and emotions.

Accepting and relishing your imperfections is how you learn who you are.

When you deny your totality of being – as many are now doing – you deny your inner-power to be in all of your glory and you remain more comfortable in the third dimension than any other.

We do not mean to frighten you. We are merely pointing out that accepting and loving your totality is step one in moving into the fourth and beyond dimensions. This you cannot do if you maintain beliefs of how you should act based on the actions of others – whether Jesus or a serial killer. You are you.

Many worry that if you explore your personal anger you will never find bliss. That you will be filled with rage. Does that thought not indicate you do not trust yourself? That you feel you should monitor and shackle yourself until you are the perfection you want to be?

Perfection is you – no one else. How can you fear and yet love yourself? What terrible actions are you afraid of once you allow your full range of emotions?

We have long discussed your movement into joy. We have even pointed out how to experience and express joy. And so you have. Indeed, your actions cleared Old Age global fears, hatred, sadness and similar uncomfortable feelings. You have not noted that shift yet in your media and institutions, but then you did not note when you moved earth into the New Age either. You have completed both tasks admirably.

Now it is time for you to review your needs and interests. If you have held back emotions for eons to better fit with humanity, to be a religious leader or for whatever reason, perhaps you need to feel some of those emotions. If so, your inner-being will direct you accordingly.

Because you have cleared the global emotions of that ilk, your deepest anger will be less dense, less fearful than would have been true a few months ago. It is the difference between the anger of a two-year-old and that of a mass murderer. A two-year-old can do little harm to himself or others because adults are monitoring his rage. So it is for you. Your splinters, inner-being, higher-self and guardian angels are monitoring your deepest, darkest reactions – knowing that you must clear them before you can rest. Just as is true for an exhausted two-year-old.

Some of you are angry for you feel as if you have cleared and cleaned for months – so you have. Perhaps you have nothing more to clear. That is wonderful. But if you happen to be one of those who has not allowed your being to fully express the emotions that are now dimensioned, such as anger and fear, allow yourself to do so. It is a temporary process that will help you move into the bliss you have dreamed of for eons.

The New Age is an age of joy. Part of that joy is allowing yourself to be in all of your beauty and glory. Fear and anger remain part of your rainbow of emotions, albeit on a diminished level. It is finally safe for you to explore those emotions as directed by your inner-being –  without the repercussions that were probable before your global clearing of fear.

Allowing yourself to be moves you into bliss.

You cannot be fully of the New Age if you are frightened of yourself. A two-year-old is never frightened of their actions, unless an adult punishes them for being themselves. So it is for you now. Your punishment days are over. Hiding your true inner-power is over. Your god/goddess state is complete – that is, if you allow it to be by being yourself – not Jesus,  an angel, care giver or victim – but yourself in all your glory.

Allow yourself to be and you will be more powerful than you can now imagine. Continue to limit your emotions and you will be spinning your New Age wheels for some time. So be it. Amen.

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November 6, 2012 at 1:24 pm 19 comments

You Are Evolving at an Amazing Pace

Channeled for http://www.LifeTapestryCreations.com by Brenda Hoffman

“Creation Energies” 5/22/11 blogtalkradio.com free radio show overview: Listen to your heart and you will have access to the financial resources correct for you. You may feel most comfortable giving away your New Age and other skills. Or perhaps, you wish to use your new skills to earn millions.

Dear Ones,

You may have noted the recent energy downloads. It does not matter. Know that much has changed within your being in the last few months.

Each energy download moves your decision processes closer to your heart.

When you first became enamoured of your New Age/new earth energies, you held a dream of interacting in love. Each energy download moves you, and the others who accept the downloads, closer to that goal.

What does that mean for you today, this week and this month? Perhaps you are finding joy more rapidly and fear a bit more difficult to accept. This is expected. We have discussed such for many months. The key difference is you are less concerned about the drama of others. Let us explain.

You are rapidly moving into a life of joy, touched with a bit of fear. You are doing so because you no longer accept the fears of others. Do you understand how dramatic such a statement is and yet, how accurate?

Much is happening in the news daily – most of which could be considered frightening or anger producing. In the past, you would have fallen into thoughts of, “Those poor people.” Or, “How terrible is that?” Now, you may feel sad, perhaps worried or even frightened. But those feelings do not last for the long periods of time that was true in the past. Nor do you feel as if you must dramatically adjust your life to make others feel better.

Whether you have yet acknowledged it to yourself, fear and anger play a smaller role in your life.

Many of you are thinking that your feelings are not that different from before. We beg to differ. In the past, you spent most of your day in fear and anger – touched with a bit of joy. The opposite is rapidly becoming true. For those of you who contend that you feel little different from before, we ask that you review your feelings about the world events of the past couple of weeks – from dramatic storms to political upheaval. Do you discuss for weeks the sadness or anger that such events produce? Or have you evolved so that such feelings only linger for hours or days? Do you not notice the difference?

Perhaps you believe that fear and anger issues are happening so rapidly that you do not have time to process each tragedy. We beg to differ. With the logic of the Old Age, would not the number and depth of the ongoing tragedies ensure that you would be sad and depressed for months or years?

Do you remember the “good old days” when a mass murder would make front page news for weeks? And that you, your family, friends and co-workers would address every nuance and wonder, “What the world is coming to?” Such is no longer true. You read about a tornado in the morning, a mass murder in the afternoon and within a few days you have forgotten the drama of both as a new tragedy takes precedence.

Some of you may think that such lightness of feeling, if you will, is the result of  information overload – you are just processing faster so that you are not overwhelmed. Again, we beg to differ. With such logic, you should be in an ongoing depression that increases with each new tragedy. Instead, you are marveling at the sunshine and joy of spring or fall – depending where you live. You are gong to work everyday and you are finding yourself laughing at silly thoughts or jokes.

How is this different from the past? We will reiterate that in the past, each tragedy would have put you in a foul mood that was only heightened by those you love who felt the need to explore with you every negative feeling in their world.

You probably now find yourself avoiding people who continue to love melodrama or no longer have such people in your life. You are truly evolving. But because you are evolving at a pace that is correct for you, you have not yet allowed yourself to acknowledge how your feelings have shifted to joy and hope, instead of pain and despair.

An analogy that will help you understand this seemingly slow, but dramatic process is that of learning your first words and then putting those words together to read a book. Perhaps you do not remember the first word you recognized or the first book you read. But somewhere in your life, you knew that you could read any book you wanted to read. So it is for your shift from fear and anger to joy and love. You will not remember the first time you moved in love and joy to a greater extent than fear and anger, but the result is that your life pictures are now more filled with joy than pain.

You have learned your lessons well. Marvel in the sunshine of life and how easily you have slipped into your life of joy. Granted, there are days when you experience fear, but those days are becoming fewer and fewer as joy takes over. Which is no different from stumbling over difficult words when you first learned to read until you raced through the books containing those very words.

You are growing and evolving at an amazing pace. You have just not yet reviewed your progress. Take some time today to do so for you truly are evolving much more rapidly than we thought possible.

Love yourself and the world spins in love. Fear or hate yourself and your world is laborious and filled with pain. Your Old Age is no more. Relish that thought. And admit to yourself how far you have come in just a few months. You are brave and willing stars of the greatest magnitude. So be it. Amen.

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May 23, 2011 at 4:41 pm 8 comments


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