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From Emotional Upheaval to Discovery

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Summary of Brenda’s August 4, 2017, channeled 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at En masse, you’ve decided to emotionally transition from eons of pain, anger or fear to joy. So it is you’re in an emotional gray period – feeling fear or sadness unexpectedly and perhaps giggly joy inappropriately. From this emotional place, you’ll transition to joy, knowing joy is your emotional future with a bit of unremarkable fear here and there – just as you once experienced 3D joy.

“Fear Addiction” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Many of you are confused by the emotions you are experiencing. At times, you even seem to react opposite of your emotional comfort zone.

You are drifting from one unusual reaction to another – worried that your ‘normal’ demeanor has slipped away – trying to return to your expected self to little avail.

“Who am I?” has become your frightened cry, even though your new emotional reactions are erasing many of your past fears.

The unusual emotions you are experiencing now are part of your transition, but not necessarily you. If you were an actor, you would test many roles until discovering the roles that best match your personality whether Shakespearean or comedic. Likely discovering that even though you could perform all stage roles, not all roles were comfortable.

Your current emotional shift is on two levels. You are testing yourself because much of your pre-transition personality was developed for comfort in 3D society. In addition, your emotions are fluctuating rapidly for you are shifting your emotional repertoire to a standstill before selecting the emotional scale that best fits your personality in this new world.

If you were a 3D emotional caretaker, you might have adapted a happy and light personality to counter balance fears in your immediate world. And the same is true if you were frightened or angry much of the time.

So it is that you have adapted your persona to blend most easily in your world. Perhaps your family was so dysfunctional in 3D terms you felt the need to become the pinata of that dysfunction, or unnaturally cheerful, or pretending to yourself and others that there was nothing amiss with your family dynamics. Even though there were many other roles you played within your eons of 3D life, those three were likely most dominant.

You performed for society instead of acting on your true emotions. And so it continued lifetime after lifetime as you internalized more fear with more roles to counter those fears.

You are now reviewing the roles which were most beneficial in your various 3D earth lives – and those also in your new you comfort zone.

You might believe you would be most comfortable with ongoing sparkling joy and giggles, even though such is not necessarily true. As occurred in 3D, each of you will select the persona that best suits you. The difference is that your new role or persona will be based on your inner needs instead of outer dynamics.

Perhaps such a thought is confusing – even frightening. Does such a concept mean you will not be joyful? Not at all. Instead, that you might feel joy within as you invent an object – or choose to laugh a great deal every day. Which is little different from determining stage actor comfort roles.

You will finally be you – not a caricature of you as has been true in the past. And to discover that you, you are sifting through your false emotions of 3D and 5D or beyond.

So it is you will likely experience great emotional fluctuations the next few days as you find your true self – not the self you created as a result of your environment, but the self that is joy within your being.

Perhaps you have dreamed of becoming a giggly self as is true of some children – but not all. It would behoove you to observe the variety of personalities displayed by a group of toddlers. Some are giggly, some are sober as they learn a new activity, and others are enchanted with their current interest.

There are no shoulds in your 5D and beyond emotional demeanor. Just as there are no slots, you must fit in if you are going to interact with a specific group of people.

You are discovering your emotional comfort zone by clearing your slate of 3D and 5D or beyond expected emotions.

For you to expect that you will react in 5D or beyond as you once did in 3D is to not have thought through the logic of that concept. For your 3D emotions were based on your need to fit in, not necessarily your true self.

We venture to guess you have already discovered some roles hidden deep within you that do not feel comfortable now. So it is you are saying no to this or that reaction. At the same time, you might pine for a role that feels more comfortable as you read through your various new you scripts.

You are arriving at an emotional standstill – neither of 3D or of 5D or beyond. In a sense, as if you were between stage performances. The difference is that the role you finally select will be based on true you instead of social you. A role that will feel so right, you no longer need to worry about what to say or do in any situation for your reactions will be natural – just as a toddler’s reactions are natural until he or she is trained differently.

So it is you are flitting through emotion after emotion, surprising yourself and those around you – much as toddlers do before they are trained to perform according to the rules of their environment.

You are clearing, testing, and experimenting as you discover emotional new you. Allow that to be during the next few days for the energies floating about are different from what you have experienced.

Even though the current energies are love energies, they are dedicated emotional love energies so that from this time forward you can tap into roles that are you – not the roles of your neighbors, family, or co-workers – finding your comfort zone as you declare your emotional self-love. So be it. Amen. If you would like to receive Brenda’s Blogs when posted, please click the Subscribe Button on the upper part of her Blog & Subscribe page and then click the – Subscribe to Brenda’s Blog by E-mail – line. Complete your subscription by entering your e-mail address and accepting the e-mail confirmation.

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August 7, 2017 at 9:42 am 32 comments

Is Your Emotional World in Upheaval?

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Summary of Brenda’s April 15, 2012 free, 15-minute, channeled “Creation Energies” show at Many are now leaving earth. Are you mourning deeply – or not at all? “Shoulds” are judgements. Judgement is not part of joy.

Title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her free, weekly, channeled blog for “Are You Crossing Your Joy Bridge?”

Dear Ones,

You are letting go of so many pieces of your Old Age life. Some of you are excited to do so. Others feel as if parts of you are torn from you.

As you move further into this New Age, such shifts will become easier.

Moving into joy requires reviewing all parts of your being – including those no longer right for the new you. But by doing so, you might find yourself releasing pieces you believed were your strength, purpose or joy.

With bittersweet joy, you may be letting go of pieces and people you once thought would be in your current earth life forever.

Or you may find that those pieces or people you thought would leave becoming a loving part of your new life.

It is all very confusing. That which you thought would stay is leaving; and that which you thought would leave is staying. Your emotional world may be in an upheaval you did not anticipate when you accepted your New Age/new earth role.

Maybe you are wishing to return to what was. That is not possible. Like early United States pioneers, you have come too far to turn back and yet not far enough to fully reap the rewards of your new life.

You have many more skills than was true even a few months ago. But those skills do not yet allow you to create the relationships you are starting to crave. Such skills have to be developed.

You are beginning to experience joy through your manifestation skills – discovering that if  you think of an object or activity it soon appears. But you have yet to master the totality of manifestation. Those objects or activities you are now manifesting may be surprising to you, but often forgettable because your manifestations are not “big” enough.

If you could created a two hundred room mansion by merely raising your arm, you would believe in your manifestation powers. Instead, you are creating the environment which will eventually produce a lovely home or finding the dress you have searched for. Not big, “CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!” manifestations. But little synchronicities that are starting to create the life of ease you dream of. A bit like Jack in the Beanstalk’s mother throwing out Jack’s  magic beans because she could not envision the glorious rewards the beanstalk would produce.

Your magic beans are sprouting. And your mature beanstalk will be obvious in the not-to-distant future.

In the meantime, many of your loved ones are leaving earth.

Perhaps you feel that your magic beans hold no joy without that certain someone. Please remember that all entities are on unique paths leading to the same place – but not in the same way or time.

Of course, you pine for loved ones who leave earth – you are human. In truth, the New Age has expanded your humanness by encouraging you to feel more. That is the dichotomy of the pain you feel for loved ones who leave earth before you are comfortable with them doing so.

You are pining to interact physically with loved ones who left the earth plane. Such is not possible. No matter how many dimensional veils lift, your loved one will never again be in the same physical form in this lifetime. You can shift YOUR dimension to interact with them in a format comfortable for both of you – but your loved one cannot return to physical form without a rebirth.

Even though you have an earth body, soon – if it is not already happening – you will “travel” to other dimensions and interact with your loved one in an appropriate meeting place. You have the magic beans. You just have not yet allowed those beans to grow into the beanstalk that will transport you through the dimensional veils.

Your loved ones leave earth when it is correct for them. They do not do so to make you lonely or unable to cope. They continue to be with you in so many ways. You just cannot yet discern their new methods of interacting with you – but you soon will.

Is our discussion comforting for those of you who have recently lost a loved one?  Most likely not. You cry and mourn and thrust your fists to the sky for taking your loved one from you. Not yet understanding that they wanted/needed to leave to fulfill their New Age role.

What if you depended on them for emotional, physical or spiritual assistance and their gift to you is allowing you to know that you no longer need care taking?

Even though pain and fear remain part of your emotional repertoire, both are now painted with less vibrant colors. Joy is the brightest color possible.

Will you grieve for years? Perhaps – but not likely. For as you become accustomed to your loved one’s transition, you will understand the beauty of that person knowing you were capable of  living on earth without them. A bit like wishing your first grade teacher would follow you from grade to grade, only to discover that the information offered by your new teachers is more than your first grade teacher is capable of teaching you.

Does that mean that those of you who have lost a loved one will wake up tomorrow in joy because they have transitioned? No. But you will realize eventually that you are fully capable of living in joy without their physical presence. For trying to hold on to them emotionally is to reduce your learning during this wondrous transition.

Your loved one was not “bad” for you – merely a stepping stone to your glorious New Age being. Yes, you can communicate with them in your sleep and wake states – and you will do so more and more as you expand your New Age skills. But that communication in this lifetime will never again be physical. Nor will you find the need to rely on their wisdom more than your own.

It is perhaps difficult for you to read these words for the entity we are speaking of may have been the love of your life.

Your loved one has released you so you can move forward. In turn, they have released their earth body so they can move forward.

That is not to say you cannot mourn. Mourning is an emotion that is perhaps more colorful now than was true when it was a societal dictate. Cry for months if that feels right. Or go on with your life if that is correct for you. There are no rules for mourning or recovery. There is just you.

Your loved one left because it was time for him or her to do so. Nothing more or less. So be it. Amen.  If you would like to receive Brenda’s free blogs when posted, please click the Subscribe Button on the upper part of her subscribe and blog page and then click the – Subscribe to Brenda’s Blog by e-mail – line. Complete your subscription by entering your e-mail address and accepting the e-mail confirmation.

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