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What’s Your Earth Fear Theme?

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Summary of Brenda’s October 18, 2019, channeled “Creation Energies” show at  Perhaps you’re feeling sad or angry without knowing why. You’ve become an observer of past fears that no longer serve you. To rid yourself of these odd sensations, merely close the memory as you would a book you don’t like. Feelings that have no basis in your present life are wisps of fears from other lives; you decided not to integrate into new you. Push the easy button and close that chapter. 

The Sky is Changing, Not Falling is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Perhaps an unknown sadness has overtaken you. It feels as if the skies are gray and cold rain is pouring down. This is not a time to play in the sunshine or even play.

So it is you are discovering pieces of your 3D life you never mourned or accessed after THE incident, whatever that incident was.

Even though you are earth angels, as is true for secret agents in your modern world, you needed to wrap a cloak of forgetfulness around your Universal being to properly play your 3D agent role.

So it is you delved so deeply into 3D that you allowed yourself to be physically or emotionally tortured to such a degree you did not even explore that piece in your afterlife. That piece shaped your earth and at times, even your Universal lives, from that time on.

Of course, you want us, of the Universes, to describe the horrible happening that prompted you to “stuff” that fear so deeply you were unable or unwilling to access it until now. Only you know what that information is.

All you knew was that something impacted your actions and beliefs. Actions and beliefs that did not always seem logical.

Even though it is possible the event happened in this life, it is highly unlikely. For most of you selected unpleasant experiences in this life to open your hidden memory bank, to rid yourself of that fear.

Such is why you are now feeling so heavy. You finally feel safe enough to expose the piece that has haunted you for eons.

For until you accept that fear as an anomaly that has nothing to do with your future, you cannot fully love yourself or others. This piece, this drama, has colored your earth lives in ways you cannot imagine.

Many of you now think the memory must be a horrendous death or emotional pain. For you suffered as a result in every following earth life – no matter how wealthy or powerful you might have been.

In truth,  it was your first betrayal of love you hid for you could not grasp how that betrayal happened to you, a star god or goddess. You wanted to fill the earth with love; instead, you discovered fear and pain. So it is that those first painful discoveries were so unpleasant they propelled you into eons of earth fear.

Fear needed to start somewhere. That somewhere was with those of you creating this planet of love, but wishing to experience the opposite to know love.

Even so, you were not prepared for the pain that ensued with your first fear action or reaction. You were a bit like a boxer after being hit in the head who is stunned, trying to find his or her bearings. Boxers know there is a possibility, even a likelihood, of extreme pain when they enter the ring. Yet they continue to box match after match. And so it was with you.

That first stunning blow hurt so profoundly, you did not dare explore it knowing if you did, you would never enter earth again. So you hid that pain allowing you to return to earth but also coloring your actions.

You likely have no idea what that original fear (in Biblical terms – sin) is.

Most, if not all of you, have had a theme of pain in this life. Perhaps it is abuse, lack of love, betrayal, abandonment, rejection, or something similar. A theme that flowed through your family, work, and friendships. Even though that theme is likely no longer apparent, for you have climbed your mountain of fear, it is a theme that continues to haunt you. For example, if abuse was your theme, you are likely not allowing yourself financial freedom or the freedom to trust in love and so on.

Your first step is to review this life to discover your fear theme. Your second step is to acknowledge that theme is no longer valid, for you are a new being in a new world with a clean love slate. Foremost of those new love actions, is to forgive yourself for allowing that theme to dominate your earth lives.

In essence, you lied to yourself lifetime after lifetime, acknowledging the pains of one particular life but not allowing yourself to look at the causation of your original fear (sin).

For those of you who find the phrase ‘original sin’ disconcerting – think in terms of keeping a significant secret from yourself. A secret that overrides all actions in all lives. A fear so deep you could not love yourself because you did not know you. And, therefore, having difficulties fully loving anyone. Your actions were colored by your original fear.

Perhaps this concept better helps you understand your world leaders. For unlike you, many wish to keep their original sin/fear, hidden. They wish to remain in the 3D quagmire or anywhere that allows them to hide from themselves. You, in turn, wish to expose your hidden fear so you can close your fear factory.

So it is many of you are experiencing feelings of discomfort, discontent, and sadness without knowing why. It is your original fear/sin coming to the forefront.

You do not need days or months to track down that fear. You merely need to allow yourself to know it is over. For you have truly cleared your paint palate of fear colors. Your original fear theme is no longer viable.

Allow yourself to know that you no longer need to hide that fear, nor do you need to fear it.

You can open your secret safe. And you can move into true self-love – when you are ready. For no matter how many times we inform you that ending that fear is like closing a book you do not like, many of you will search for convoluted methods of discovering and eradicating it.

Even though such methods are not necessary, how you clear your secret fear is up to you. You can push the easy button or mull over the resulting fears and anger for years. It is your choice. But why make it difficult?

Fear and pain are difficult and dramatic. Love and joy are easy and dramatic. It is your choice. So be it. Amen. To receive Brenda’s Blog, please click the Subscribe Button on the upper part of her Blog & Subscribe page and then click the – Subscribe to Brenda’s Blog by E-mail – line. Complete your subscription by entering your e-mail address and accepting the e-mail confirmation.

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October 21, 2019 at 10:59 am 27 comments

Are You Compromising Joy?

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Summary of Brenda’s December 20, 2018, channeled “Creation Energies” show at  Many of you feel you’re not developing your 5D skills as rapidly as you should – much as was true during puberty. You’ll develop at the correct rate and time for you. Your holidays may feel less exciting than in the past. Such is so because you’re more interested in your new actions and skills.

“Rest” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

You have likely discovered that despite your best attempts, you are feeling somewhat burdened by the holiday activities. Such is so because you are not only fulfilling 3D commitments, you are also allowing, even encouraging new skills and directions within you.

What you are not yet aware of is that you are also likely to feel more joy than expected throughout the next few days. Such is so because you have climbed and conquered the mountain of guilt, shame, lack of self-love, and fear that was your 3D being lifetime after lifetime. Instead of wishing and hoping, you are beginning to feel the need to change, to create experiences that better meet your inner needs.

Even though you have prepared for months, years, even decades, it was only recently you allowed your inner-being to direct you. For you believed lifetime after lifetime that your directives were dependent on those wiser or wealthier than you.

Such is not to say you are completely free of 3D dictates, but that you question far beyond what you ever have. No longer are you willing to appease someone at your expense – emotionally or physically.

You are ready to create your new life. A life which may include those you now hold dear – or not. You are a new being in a new physical body.

Perhaps such a declaration does not seem that important now. But as you adjust to new you with new needs, you will understand what we are speaking of. For this need to create a new life is little different from what was true when we suggested you explore self-love.

The 3-D phrase of self-love held little meaning for you until you started living in self-love.

So it is for your creations. Your first creative wishes were perhaps of items that would propel you forward in your societal domain – a new car, home, bigger television, etc. That is until you began questioning the need of others to discount, ignore, blame, or shame you.

Instead of accepting “browbeating” as part of your expected life, you felt the need to talk back, respond, deflect, ignore, or leave.

So it is now. You are shifting from pleasing everyone to knowing that before you can truly please anyone, you must please yourself. For your happiness, your joy is your light. Such is so because more and more beings of the earth are tired of the moodiness, anger, physical violence, betrayal, arrogance, and all other pieces that encourage anyone to feel less than they are.

Others will begin to question your joy.

Even if you have not yet pinpointed where your joy originates, you will soon enough. For your joy is dependent on your freedom of thought and action. As you allow those pieces to flow, so will your joy expand through and around you.

You are your own guru means that no one but you can make you sad or happy.

As you claim the energies now pummeling earth, you will decide sadness is no longer your friend. And that despite others’ tales of fear and anger, such is their choice, not yours.

Until now, you have felt the need to sense and then respond to fears and anger, pushing aside your joys in compliance with the woes of others. “How can I be joyful if my friend is suffering?”

Instead of accepting that your joy is a more important healing tool than sympathetic woes can ever be, you compromised your joy to meet the needs of others.

If everyone creates their life – and they do – why do you need to play their game instead of yours? Is it not more fun to play than to cry?

As a child, your best friend was most often someone fun to play and talk with. So it is now only in reverse. For you are in a new role in a new time.

Perhaps those friends and family who continue to feel the need for fear and pain will wish to be with you – or not. That is not your decision – it is theirs. Just as you are now declaring your freedom from fear.

Many of you wonder what you should do or say to those with physical ailments or emotional stresses. What do you wish to say? Do you wish to console them? Exit from the relationship or help repair them emotionally or physically?

The only choice you no longer have is to try to make them whole at your expense.

For you are no longer willing to placate, coddle, or take care of them if they are not willing to care for themselves.  Such will be your deciding factor. If they wish you to deny your truth to take care of them because they are too afraid, too lazy or too stuck in fear to do so for themselves, you will not be interested in furthering that relationship.

Some of you worry that such a statement indicates new you is selfish and unsocial. The opposite is true for you are claiming yourself in a new joy environment. Something you have planned for and dedicated yourself to for eons.

You are free and so is everyone.

How often do you expect others to take care of you? Most likely, you – because of your strengths – have been the designated caretaker for many of those you hold in your heart. But doing so is no different from a parent protecting their child from all pain and then suddenly thrusting them into the world expecting them to function in a world filled with fear and failure.

You forerunners are the joyful guides of those who wish to follow. Commiserating and taking care of their pain does not help you – and most certainly creates fear in them as they realize they cannot be like you. For they will continue to hold 3D fears without knowledge of how to eradicate or complete their clearing process as you needed to do before you discovered self-love.

You are not selfish or fearful. You are the joy example that will only strengthen as you declare your freedom to be and the same for all. So be it. Amen. If you would like to receive Brenda’s Blogs when posted, please click the Subscribe Button on the upper part of her Blog & Subscribe page and then click the – Subscribe to Brenda’s Blog by E-mail – line. Complete your subscription by entering your e-mail address and accepting the e-mail confirmation.

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