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Practice Time is Over

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for LifeTapestry Creations.com

Summary of Brenda’s August 7, 2020, channeled “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman:  Throughout the eons, you trained yourself to split your being as you believed necessary to be accepted by others. You’re no longer able to play those games with yourself or others. Like a two-year-old, you’re declaring your freedom to be without concerns about what others may think or do. You’re clearing your last secret-self dust bunnies with both trepidation and joy.

“Refilling Your Vessel” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestry Creations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Perhaps you feel as if you are not functioning or behaving correctly. For some of your new emotions and reactions are so different that you find yourself wondering who you are.

You might be expressing anger, sadness, or fear more than you anticipated. Or functioning counter to who you thought you were. Such is to be expected. Your physical being looks similar, but your reactions are so different as if to seem that a new being resides in your physical earth body.

ThreeD behavior formulas no longer apply. And you are tired. Tired of trying and of not trying. You are just tired.

Nothing feels right. But then, nothing feels that wrong either. So you function day-to-day by creating a routine that is much more simplistic than was true for your 3D being. As if you are in limbo or even unconscious. Everything and nothing seems like too much effort. When you do come alive emotionally, your reactions to simple interactions seem over-the-top even to you. Everything feels like an effort. And little things make you angry.

Such is so because you are shedding much of 3D that is no longer required. Of course, you counter with you have been doing so for years. Such is true. But what is happening now is your need to learn, to experience all you wish to experience.

A toddler touches and tries to taste everything. He or she moves with the speed of light – exploring here, there, and everywhere. But without rest time, that toddler becomes petulant and angry. Please try to imagine yourself as a new you toddler. Your anger is that your world is somewhat limited now. You want to taste this and try that even though doing so exhausts you. As does being around others not at the same transition phase as you.

You do not have the energy to help others through their shift. In truth, you are discovering you barely have the energy to do so for yourself.

Please know that the energies you are now experiencing are profoundly affecting you in ways you have not yet experienced. For your inner physical being is changing as rapidly, if not more so, than is true for a human infant. You are relearning how to walk, talk, and function as a new being. All that was rational and right in 3D no longer matters. You are seeing with new eyes and moving with new limbs and interests.

Wiping your 3D slate clean is similar to entering earth as a newborn from another dimension or frequency. You are truly new.

In the past few weeks, you have been adjusting – similar to what you might have done in the womb prior to an earth birth. At your recent birth, you opened your eyes, waved your arms and legs, adjusted to a new pattern of interactions, and realized that all that was is no longer.

You are learning new ways and pining for what was. Only to be reminded of what was by those not as advanced in their transition as you. They want to move this way, and you cannot understand why. They want to move that way, and it makes you angry.

You are a new being in the new world you are creating.

So it is you feel overwhelmed by the slightest interaction and yet, feel lonely without interactions. Even though you are learning so much, you feel as if you are stagnant. Where is your life? Where is your joy? Where is your new world?

Perhaps it will help you better understand your current identity crisis if you imagine moving to a new country because of war or natural disaster.  You miss your friends, your former ways of interacting – even the foods you were once so comfortable with. This new land does not have the right look or feel and trying to make it so is exhausting. You cannot return to where you came from, and you are not comfortable with where you are. So every day, you attempt to use some newly learned words of the country’s language only to discover most cannot understand you. You feel isolated and alone.

So it is you are starting to explore your new world. But doing so is exhausting. For there is much to remember – a new language, new physical movements, new creations, new interactions. All of which are happening at the same time.

Practice time is over. You are new you in a new land.

For all that was once comfortable is no more. If you question that statement, please review your past few days. Unpleasant thoughts, interactions, with a few sparkles of joy only to return to a seemingly new, but familiar stance of how? Why? Where?

Nothing seems right, and yet, not much seems wrong – other than your inner-turmoil that pops to the surface surprising you and others when you least expect it.

So you are having minor spats, temper tantrums, and a grand sense of unknowingness. Where am I? Who am I? Why am I here?

Even though this fog of unknowingness or disinterest will not last long, you cannot ignore it. You are a new being in a new land.

The birth of new you is complete. The acceptance of new you is ongoing – not ongoing forever, but for now. So be it. Amen.

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August 10, 2020 at 9:50 am 19 comments

You’re in Dream Limbo

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for LifeTapestryCreations.com

Summary of Brenda’s July 12, 2019, channeled “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman:  You’re an Olympic creation star focussing your expertise as you rebuild failing 3D structures. And you’re doing so via your inner voice. That which interests you is your rebuild action. That which make you feel guilty is your 3D ego.

“Those Following are New Ugly Ducklings is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Perhaps you pine for something that never seems to appear. You are attempting to create with 3D insistence, but without 5D or beyond competence.

Even though you are a creator supreme, your creation skills are somewhat stuck now for you are attempting to continue the same techniques that once worked for you or someone else.

So it is you want us, of the Universes, to give you the formula to create what you wish to create. Which, of course, is impossible for you are not like us or anyone of earth. You are a unique individual with unique creation skills.

It is your creation needs you are now having difficulties with for your 3D self wants what others proclaim as a success, and your 5D self wants to move in a different direction.

You are now starting to hunker down with your tapestry creation piece – which might or might not be similar to your 3D dreams. So it is you continue to proclaim to yourself, the Universes, and anyone who will listen, that you need financial support, a new love, or job. All of which proclaim to you and others that you are a 3D success. For your 3D successes were based on what others told you would be important or needed.

Many of you are stating that financial success is a necessary reward. We remind you that financial success is only important if those pieces of paper and plastic that represent money remain part of the new flexible structural system. A statement that creates fear deep within you that all is lost in this lifetime.

But then, the restructuring process is coming to fruition more rapidly than you can imagine – and you and all others of 5D are master creators.

It is time to rebuild the structures that are failing. Not in terms of more rigid structures, but structures that allow the flexibility you have not allowed in any earth lifetime. New flexible structures that allow you the joy that financial and romantic relationships once produced in 3D.

This channel is perhaps sounding a bit too farfetched, too woo-woo for most. But such is important information as you realize that what once was important to you is no longer.

Even though your current sense is that nothing seems exciting or worthwhile, you might feel that it would be nice to buy this or that or to be in a romantic relationship. If you review your current interest level, you will discover that there is very little you wish to purchase. Oh, perhaps you want to have enough for rent, your house payment, or food, but other than that, nothing seems to interest you for more than a few minutes. A bit like a child wanting a particular toy for months, only to receive that toy and lose interest within days.

You are in creation limbo for nothing much interests you, so you are returning to 3D dreams just to spark some sort of interest. You feel as if nothing is that important and yet, that everything is. For you want the world to be more loving and forgiving – and if that is not possible immediately, you will settle for something that seems a little interesting.

As you wish something like a new love or financial infusion, ask yourself if that is truly what you want. Or, is it a substitute salve for the pain you are feeling as you listen to media and the news telling you over and over that all is lost? You want that pain to disappear, but since you have not yet fully tapped into your new you creation skills, you have reverted to your 3D small self-rewards.

Even though financial security or a romantic relationship is not necessarily a small 3D reward, in 5D, such a reward is more like receiving a toy that only holds your interest for a few moments. You are much more creative than was true in 3D. So it is that reverting to 3D dreams is a bit like a teen pining for the toy car he or she never received at the appropriate age.

You are different now with new dreams. Dreams that will rebuild the earth structures. But those dreams are a bit in the future as you adjust to the energies that will continue to pummel you the next few weeks. In a sense, you are in dream limbo. For what you once wanted holds only minimal interest now, and what you will actually create is not yet possible.

You feel bored, angry, powerless, or any word that informs you that you are in a short limbo period. For that which you would create now is to satisfy your 3D interests, and that which is your new you direction is not yet fully formed.

So it is you rage at yourself and the Universes for leading you on, for raising your hopes, for encouraging you into a nowhere place.

In truth, you are merely shifting your internal being from 3D to 5D and beyond. Something you have been doing the past six months or so. Once you have fully tapped into your new you creation skills, you will begin your new life, tweaking a flexible structure here and building a flexible structure there.

What interests you? What makes you laugh or smile or feel warm and fuzzy? That is your tapestry piece. Even though that piece might feel a bit hazy, it will be clarified the next few days.

Put away your childish dreams for you are about to burst forth in a frenzy of 5D creation. You are going to rebuild failing 3D structures into new entities that flex with love and joy instead of decaying with fear and hate.

This is rest time, an in-between time in which to gather your creative abilities.

There are now enough followers to pick up where you left off – allowing you to create what you prepared for eons to create. Follow your joy and interests, and you will soon discover your unique skillset. Continue attempting to create your 3D interests, and you will delay your 5D maturation. So be it. Amen.

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July 15, 2019 at 10:08 am 32 comments

In Comparison, an Easy Phase

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Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for http://www.LifeTapestryCreations.com

Summary of Brenda’s April 20, 2018, channeled 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman:  You’re transitioning from participant observer to parental observer. Imagine your child fighting about a pail with another child in a sandbox even though two pails are available. You, the parent, see the silliness of the children’s actions for neither child is enjoying the sandbox. So it is for you now as you observe those who wish to remain in the dark a bit longer. 

“Fairy Godmothers/fathers” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Perhaps you feel you are so deeply in a void you will never experience true earth joy again. For many of you have reached a stage of no longer fully participating in earth activities and not yet finding new joys. As if you are in a limbo that never shifts to full reality.

So it is you are almost starting to bemoan the loss of chaos that was once your 3D life.

You have likely chanted, meditated, and prayed to create that which seems most important to you now – all to no avail.

Even though you sense you are different internally, your life is not following the direction you anticipated when you entered this void – or as you discarded most of what was once important to you.

So it is your limbo is becoming frightening. A bit like those who give everything away waiting for the second coming only to discover that nothing changes other than they no longer have what they gave away.

Of course, there have been many junctures along this transition process when you felt a similar discouragement only to roar to life once again. The difference is you initially believed you did something wrong or displeasing to the Universes so your inability to create what you pined for was because of your wrongdoing.

As you became more sophisticated in this transition process, you realized you are the Universes making this phase more disquieting than many of the phases you pushed through. For you can no longer blame the Universes because you know you are the creator of you.

But then, why can you not create that which you so desperately pine for? What are you doing wrong?

You are doing nothing wrong. You are merely growing/evolving into your powers.

You have long dreamed of a magic genie who would provide all you wished for. Now that you know you are your magic genie, why can you not easily create that which you wish for?

Such is your current angst. Worrying that you did not do something you were supposed to do. Or that some hidden fear is blocking your creative processes.

A loud NO, to both concerns. You are exactly where you need to be. You can not physically jump from 3D to 5D and beyond without processing what you have become.

Your current void is a bit like an infant knowing that they want to walk from one parent to another, but needing practice to fortify their mind-body coordination.

You are capable of walking, even running just as is true for infants. You are merely in the practice realms – with a few falls and much determination.

Do not fret. This practice phase is short-lived and something you will forget once you come into your own as is true for all toddlers after learning to walk and run.

Even though this is a short phase, it is something you must complete so your mind, body, and spiritual beings are functioning as one. For creating that which you wanted in 3D would not now satisfy you. And that which you will want when your new being is fully integrated, is not yet available.

This is a short phase much like an infant completes from taking one or two steps to walking across the room.

You are not alone in your frustrations or fears. For many are experiencing similar feelings. Something you will ponder a bit only to forget until those who wish to follow you reach a similar point in the not-too-distant future.

You are the forerunners so you cannot be comforted by others, even us of the ethers for you do not completely trust us now. Any more than an infant fully trusts that a table will allow them to stand without falling if that infant’s parent pushes him or her to that phase before that infant is ready.

So it is we can only offer assistance about what is going to happen. Assurances not much different from those of an infant’s parents whispering to that infant that he or she will soon be walking.

We know your creative powers. Powers you do not yet believe you have and will not fully believe until you start creating.

But beyond knowing you all have such powers, we do not necessarily know what you are going to do with those powers. Just as a parent does not know what their infant, child, young adult, and adult will do with their walking skills.

Many of you are concerned that we are speaking of years of training and adjustments. Such is not the case, for you have already done the heavy work – being of the earth for this transition and shifting from 3D to 5D or beyond.

What you are experiencing now is honing your skillset in a new dimension much as you did as an infant learning to crawl, walk, and run in the 3D world.

You are learning what you are capable of with your physical being. A minor piece in this convoluted and difficult transition you have mastered beyond all hopes and dreams. So be it. Amen.

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April 23, 2018 at 10:46 am 34 comments


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