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Practice Time is Over

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for LifeTapestry Creations.com

Summary of Brenda’s August 7, 2020, channeled “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman:  Throughout the eons, you trained yourself to split your being as you believed necessary to be accepted by others. You’re no longer able to play those games with yourself or others. Like a two-year-old, you’re declaring your freedom to be without concerns about what others may think or do. You’re clearing your last secret-self dust bunnies with both trepidation and joy.

“Refilling Your Vessel” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestry Creations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Perhaps you feel as if you are not functioning or behaving correctly. For some of your new emotions and reactions are so different that you find yourself wondering who you are.

You might be expressing anger, sadness, or fear more than you anticipated. Or functioning counter to who you thought you were. Such is to be expected. Your physical being looks similar, but your reactions are so different as if to seem that a new being resides in your physical earth body.

ThreeD behavior formulas no longer apply. And you are tired. Tired of trying and of not trying. You are just tired.

Nothing feels right. But then, nothing feels that wrong either. So you function day-to-day by creating a routine that is much more simplistic than was true for your 3D being. As if you are in limbo or even unconscious. Everything and nothing seems like too much effort. When you do come alive emotionally, your reactions to simple interactions seem over-the-top even to you. Everything feels like an effort. And little things make you angry.

Such is so because you are shedding much of 3D that is no longer required. Of course, you counter with you have been doing so for years. Such is true. But what is happening now is your need to learn, to experience all you wish to experience.

A toddler touches and tries to taste everything. He or she moves with the speed of light – exploring here, there, and everywhere. But without rest time, that toddler becomes petulant and angry. Please try to imagine yourself as a new you toddler. Your anger is that your world is somewhat limited now. You want to taste this and try that even though doing so exhausts you. As does being around others not at the same transition phase as you.

You do not have the energy to help others through their shift. In truth, you are discovering you barely have the energy to do so for yourself.

Please know that the energies you are now experiencing are profoundly affecting you in ways you have not yet experienced. For your inner physical being is changing as rapidly, if not more so, than is true for a human infant. You are relearning how to walk, talk, and function as a new being. All that was rational and right in 3D no longer matters. You are seeing with new eyes and moving with new limbs and interests.

Wiping your 3D slate clean is similar to entering earth as a newborn from another dimension or frequency. You are truly new.

In the past few weeks, you have been adjusting – similar to what you might have done in the womb prior to an earth birth. At your recent birth, you opened your eyes, waved your arms and legs, adjusted to a new pattern of interactions, and realized that all that was is no longer.

You are learning new ways and pining for what was. Only to be reminded of what was by those not as advanced in their transition as you. They want to move this way, and you cannot understand why. They want to move that way, and it makes you angry.

You are a new being in the new world you are creating.

So it is you feel overwhelmed by the slightest interaction and yet, feel lonely without interactions. Even though you are learning so much, you feel as if you are stagnant. Where is your life? Where is your joy? Where is your new world?

Perhaps it will help you better understand your current identity crisis if you imagine moving to a new country because of war or natural disaster.  You miss your friends, your former ways of interacting – even the foods you were once so comfortable with. This new land does not have the right look or feel and trying to make it so is exhausting. You cannot return to where you came from, and you are not comfortable with where you are. So every day, you attempt to use some newly learned words of the country’s language only to discover most cannot understand you. You feel isolated and alone.

So it is you are starting to explore your new world. But doing so is exhausting. For there is much to remember – a new language, new physical movements, new creations, new interactions. All of which are happening at the same time.

Practice time is over. You are new you in a new land.

For all that was once comfortable is no more. If you question that statement, please review your past few days. Unpleasant thoughts, interactions, with a few sparkles of joy only to return to a seemingly new, but familiar stance of how? Why? Where?

Nothing seems right, and yet, not much seems wrong – other than your inner-turmoil that pops to the surface surprising you and others when you least expect it.

So you are having minor spats, temper tantrums, and a grand sense of unknowingness. Where am I? Who am I? Why am I here?

Even though this fog of unknowingness or disinterest will not last long, you cannot ignore it. You are a new being in a new land.

The birth of new you is complete. The acceptance of new you is ongoing – not ongoing forever, but for now. So be it. Amen.

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August 10, 2020 at 9:50 am 19 comments

Creation Limbo

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Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for http://www.LifeTapestryCreations.com

Summary of Brenda’s November 17, 2017, channeled 15-minute “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman: The difference between the clearings of the past few days and previous clearings is that the recent clearings were your choice. You moved through this piece at your directive instead of a Universal suggestion. If you opt not to clear this piece or pieces, you continue to be of 5D or beyond just in a bit different place as was true for the US pioneers who settled in the middle of the country instead of continuing on to California.

“The War is Over” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

You are in a rebuilding stage. Even though you might have some plan for the final product, all you are sensing is the upheaval without a concrete idea of what to do next.

You are probably feeling overwhelmed with all that seems to need completion before you breathe a sigh of relief, before you fully sparkle with the joy of knowing a job well done.

In truth, many of you are feeling you are failures in the creation game. You know what you do not want. Yet, you are not certain what you do want. And you have no idea how to create anything – much less a new life or a new world.

So it is you are questioning yourself, this transition, and anything and everything. It appears as if your diligent work is for naught, that you are where you were or perhaps in an even more precarious position.

Your immediate world might not be in shambles, but most certainly your outer world is. How and when does the rebuilding begin? Or is rebuilding a dream that will never come to fruition?

Many of you are now too exhausted to even dream of what could be.

Even though we can tell you that all is well, your immediate and outer world does not display that. Instead, it appears as if this chaos, this fear will last for decades – far longer than you feel you have the energy to circumvent it.

What you have forgotten – and given your circumstances, perhaps rightly so – is that the creative powers of new you are not like those of your previous earth existences.

In the past,  you hoped, dreamed, prayed, and meditated to encourage the Universes to create what was best for you in Universal time. You felt you had no control over the timing or even the creation. Some of you moved beyond that point in 3D, but only after completing the steps required according to your belief patterns or those of someone you felt more spiritual than you.

You are now transitioning beyond those 3D belief patterns. You are allowing yourself to remember how to create in Universal terms instead of earth hopes.

You are starting a new lesson plan that you are not yet comfortable with. Similar to what you perhaps felt the first day of geometry class. You are learning, or perhaps a better term, remembering your innate creation skills.

There is a gap between what was and what is. Your obvious question is, “What hoops do I have to jump through to access my Universal creation skills?” None. You have always had them even when you allowed yourself to negate those skills while of the 3D earth.

It is not about finding your creative skills, it is believing that you have innate creation skills.

It is time to believe in yourself as much as you believed in someone outside yourself to gift you with your wishes – whether that be God, angels, Universal beings or someone in your 3D life.

You create your miracles just as you create your life. They are one and the same. Yet, most of you separate the two. You finally believe you create your life, but still cry to the heavens or others when your miracles, your dreams do not appear in the timeframe you wish – or ever.

So it is you are now in creation limbo. Half believing that you create your dreams and half believing that you only do so with the help of the Universes and special incantations of gratitude, forgiveness, and blessings to or from the Universes.

You are your own guru. Not only do you create your life, you also create your miracles, your dreams.

Perhaps you do not believe this truth – you will – just as you once did not believe you create your life. Evolving into new you is a process. And the process segment you are now in is believing that you and only you create your dreams.

For some, that concept is frightening for it is much easier to have someone to yell at and scream to when your creation does not appear. Yet, there is only you.

Perhaps that thought seems mean for those of you who prefer to have someone or something to blame. For if you are your creator – and you are – and you are your magic genie – and you are – who can you blame when your life is not going as you anticipated? More to the point, how frightening is it for those of you starting to believe you are your magic genie but nothing comes out of the magic lamp?

What are you doing wrong? What do you need to do to change your life or your hopes and dreams? Nothing. Allow yourself to flow into your new beliefs instead of forcing yourself into a fear corner. Allow yourself to be, to evolve quietly and peacefully.

Do not fret. You will remember how to create when the time is right. Most certainly before you, “crash and burn,” but not before you stop blaming the heavens, other earthlings, the earth or other entities for your tribulations.

Allow yourself to flow and all will be well. Fight against yourself and all will be well, but you will be battered and bruised unnecessarily in the process.

All is well in your world and in your life – it is time for you to believe that such is so. Just as was true for the first day of that traumatizing geometry class. Of course, you did not understand the geometry concepts the first day of class, but you grasped the rudiments as you completed your assignments.

So it is for you now. Your only assignment is to allow yourself to remember your creative skills in a peaceful, knowing understanding that you are in a class you have never taken before – Universal creation while of the earth.

Complete your assignment, and you will remember. Fight against this assignment, and you will remember – but without the peace that is your right and your Universal joy. So be it. Amen.

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November 20, 2017 at 9:28 am 41 comments


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