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Practice Time is Over

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for LifeTapestry Creations.com

Summary of Brenda’s August 7, 2020, channeled “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman:  Throughout the eons, you trained yourself to split your being as you believed necessary to be accepted by others. You’re no longer able to play those games with yourself or others. Like a two-year-old, you’re declaring your freedom to be without concerns about what others may think or do. You’re clearing your last secret-self dust bunnies with both trepidation and joy.

“Refilling Your Vessel” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestry Creations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

Perhaps you feel as if you are not functioning or behaving correctly. For some of your new emotions and reactions are so different that you find yourself wondering who you are.

You might be expressing anger, sadness, or fear more than you anticipated. Or functioning counter to who you thought you were. Such is to be expected. Your physical being looks similar, but your reactions are so different as if to seem that a new being resides in your physical earth body.

ThreeD behavior formulas no longer apply. And you are tired. Tired of trying and of not trying. You are just tired.

Nothing feels right. But then, nothing feels that wrong either. So you function day-to-day by creating a routine that is much more simplistic than was true for your 3D being. As if you are in limbo or even unconscious. Everything and nothing seems like too much effort. When you do come alive emotionally, your reactions to simple interactions seem over-the-top even to you. Everything feels like an effort. And little things make you angry.

Such is so because you are shedding much of 3D that is no longer required. Of course, you counter with you have been doing so for years. Such is true. But what is happening now is your need to learn, to experience all you wish to experience.

A toddler touches and tries to taste everything. He or she moves with the speed of light – exploring here, there, and everywhere. But without rest time, that toddler becomes petulant and angry. Please try to imagine yourself as a new you toddler. Your anger is that your world is somewhat limited now. You want to taste this and try that even though doing so exhausts you. As does being around others not at the same transition phase as you.

You do not have the energy to help others through their shift. In truth, you are discovering you barely have the energy to do so for yourself.

Please know that the energies you are now experiencing are profoundly affecting you in ways you have not yet experienced. For your inner physical being is changing as rapidly, if not more so, than is true for a human infant. You are relearning how to walk, talk, and function as a new being. All that was rational and right in 3D no longer matters. You are seeing with new eyes and moving with new limbs and interests.

Wiping your 3D slate clean is similar to entering earth as a newborn from another dimension or frequency. You are truly new.

In the past few weeks, you have been adjusting – similar to what you might have done in the womb prior to an earth birth. At your recent birth, you opened your eyes, waved your arms and legs, adjusted to a new pattern of interactions, and realized that all that was is no longer.

You are learning new ways and pining for what was. Only to be reminded of what was by those not as advanced in their transition as you. They want to move this way, and you cannot understand why. They want to move that way, and it makes you angry.

You are a new being in the new world you are creating.

So it is you feel overwhelmed by the slightest interaction and yet, feel lonely without interactions. Even though you are learning so much, you feel as if you are stagnant. Where is your life? Where is your joy? Where is your new world?

Perhaps it will help you better understand your current identity crisis if you imagine moving to a new country because of war or natural disaster.  You miss your friends, your former ways of interacting – even the foods you were once so comfortable with. This new land does not have the right look or feel and trying to make it so is exhausting. You cannot return to where you came from, and you are not comfortable with where you are. So every day, you attempt to use some newly learned words of the country’s language only to discover most cannot understand you. You feel isolated and alone.

So it is you are starting to explore your new world. But doing so is exhausting. For there is much to remember – a new language, new physical movements, new creations, new interactions. All of which are happening at the same time.

Practice time is over. You are new you in a new land.

For all that was once comfortable is no more. If you question that statement, please review your past few days. Unpleasant thoughts, interactions, with a few sparkles of joy only to return to a seemingly new, but familiar stance of how? Why? Where?

Nothing seems right, and yet, not much seems wrong – other than your inner-turmoil that pops to the surface surprising you and others when you least expect it.

So you are having minor spats, temper tantrums, and a grand sense of unknowingness. Where am I? Who am I? Why am I here?

Even though this fog of unknowingness or disinterest will not last long, you cannot ignore it. You are a new being in a new land.

The birth of new you is complete. The acceptance of new you is ongoing – not ongoing forever, but for now. So be it. Amen.

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August 10, 2020 at 9:50 am 19 comments

Refilling Your Vessel

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for LifeTapestry Creations.com

Summary of Brenda’s July 31, 2020, channeled “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman:  As you allow your new you to emerge, you’ll discover your life stresses floating away. Such will likely be disconcerting for you’re so comfortable with stress, you don’t even realize you’re experiencing it. This process is similar to decompressing the first few days of vacation as you shift from the stress of your work-a-day world to relaxing without concerns or schedules.

“Others Will Evolve Without Your Interference” is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestry Creations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

It seems as if all are sad, mad, or depressed – perhaps including you. You are a beam of sunshine for many, yet you feel as if your beam of light is not possible or even warranted. As if you should match the mood of the populace.

There are days you know all is right in your being and world. Only to discover that what you hoped for does not appear or that another inhumane activity has become part of your world.

It is as if you have given everything, including accepting disdain from those who never believed in new you to the loss of friends and family. You are lonely, a bit bitter, and immersed in the anger of the world.

You are also exhausted from clearing your pain only to discover that others want you to help them to do the same. You are tired of being of the earth, for it seems as if one pain, one fear, follows another. So it is you wish to close your mind and your physical being to all. Yet, you are lonely – a combination you have likely never before experienced to this degree in this lifetime. For you know the future – you think. But your rewards seem to be moving further away, instead of being accessible now.

Perhaps you dream of a vacation, certain interactions, performing on stage, parties, or furthering your education – all of which are hampered by COVID-19. Even though you have the resources to do something, it’s often not possible for you to do so.

Your freedom to move about has been hampered. Even those who prefer to be alone are finding their freedom of movement altered. Nothing is as it was.

You have moved through your personal hell for this. Why? For what purpose?

We, of the Universes, continue to inform you that all is wonderful and progressing according to the plan you helped design. Such information matters little. For even though you may not be directly affected, your loss of 3D freedom without a reward in another arena has you questioning everything you experienced throughout this transition.

You will, if you have not already, become less and less emotional about 3D actions and activities. But as you do so, you are also losing your 3D sense of joy. So instead of shifting to another joy, it feels as if you have no joy.

Where is your reward? It is difficult to interact freely with your friends and family. And if you do, their excitement, their concerns are not that interesting. So, where is your joy?

You are angry and likely bored. You have emptied your 3D vessel so you no longer experience 3D joy.

So it is you have started searching for your new life. Which is probably not that pleasant. For you have trained for eons to know what gives you 3D pleasure and joy. A new toy. A new community. A new job. Family interactions. Perhaps a wedding, graduation, or a party. Yet, none of those actions feel as they once did. That makes you angry. For you achieved what you set out to do when you initiated this transition – letting go of your 3D life. You just did not expect that loss to be as profound as it now feels.

You thought you would gracefully shift from 3D to the joy of 5D or beyond quickly. You did not expect this void of time or space, which is compounded by COVID.

So it is your vessel is ready to be filled with new thoughts and actions. Such will happen within the next few weeks. Think of your earth being as an empty water glass that once contained a sticky, smelly substance. Now that you are an empty vessel with seemingly no role, you wish to have another liquid in your container. That new liquid is being created by you minute-by-minute.

What was it about that 3D sticky, smelly substance in your container you did not like? How can you create something airy, sparkly, and fun? That is what you are contemplating or, at least, contemplating once you allow yourself to detach from your anger.

Have you ever been in an argument only to realize the argument is too unpleasant to continue or not worth your time? That is the phase you are in now. For you are angry but beginning to realize that anger is not who you are or wish to be. Once you do so, you will begin filling your glass with sparkly fun. Fun that is not curtailed by anything outside of you, including COVID-19. For the anger you are experiencing is not about you or for you. It is merely your need to more fully understand your newly emptied vessel.

Nothing from 3D will be part of your new vessel even though you will likely try to stuff 3D into your vessel – only to discover it continues to be sticky and smelly.

You are an empty vessel – and frightened that such is so. You feel the need to refill it as quickly as possible. But each 3D action and object you attempt to fill your vessel with feels wrong, lifeless, and boring. Which frightens you even more for that means your earth being has no meaning, no purpose.

COVID is forcing you to go within. For that which is outside of you is now tainted. It is no longer as it once was even if you try to make it so.

You are a new being trying to discover yourself outside yourself. Nothing outside of you will fill you up. It is time for you to project your needs within. What is it you are missing? How can you fill that need from within?

Because this transition is a process, you might be living with others at different stages than you – which complicates your interactions even more.

What do you need? How can you create that from within? That is your mission now.

Even though it might be difficult for you to understand, this time of isolation is a blessing.

Your new joys, your new sparkles are to be generated from within. Starting with the knowledge that you wish to fill your empty vessel with sparkles and joy indicative of new you, instead of who you used to be. So be it. Amen.

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August 3, 2020 at 12:10 am 17 comments

Are You a World Whack-a-Mole Caretaker?

Channeled by Brenda Hoffman for LifeTapestryCreations.com

Summary of Brenda’s September 20, 2019, channeled “Creation Energies” show at BlogTalkRadio.com/brenda-hoffman:  You’ve been preparing for 2020 since 2012. So it is you’ll discover new skills throughout the next 3 months. Those following won’t experience the same for they’re completing phases you completed earlier. And those of 3D will become more fully enmeshed in fear, anger, illogic, rage, and pain.  For they accepted a challenging earth role – pushing all who wish to be of 5D or beyond out of the 3D nest. 

Feeling or Acting Odd? is the title of last week’s “Brenda’s Blog” – her weekly channeled blog for LifeTapestryCreations.com.

Brenda’s “Creation Energies” show and “Brenda’s Blog” contain different channeled information.

Dear Ones,

We wish to address the uneasiness you feel about your future and the future of the earth.  For even though you have been informed that all is well, it is becoming more difficult to believe that such is so.  You can ignore the media and similar factors, but it is your inner feelings you cannot understand.

For you are concerned about areas, you believe you and others addressed decades ago.  It is as if you have worked months to complete a report only to have your one copy destroyed.

You are tired of fighting, of carrying the world and your family and friends on your shoulders.  You feel as if you are on caretaker overload for the same issues keep popping up with seemingly no resolution.

Should you protect the environment?  What about people being held without their consent?  Then there is gun violence as a result of the racial, religious, gender, economic, political, and homophobic hatred displayed daily.  When and where will the next war be?  And if that is not enough, you are discovering those you love are filled with fear because they do not understand their transition, nor do they listen to the explanations you offer.  It is as if you are playing Whack-a-Mole with the world and your emotions.

You assumed that by now, you would be living in your dream world with little or no stress.  Yet, your stress seems to multiply daily.  For just as one issue seems calmer, another arrives that requires immediate attention.

Where is your peace? Where is your rest?

The truth is you have not yet let go of your need to caretake the world.  Even though you supposedly turned that concern over to your followers, you continue that role in addition to your new assignments.

You are trying to be everything to everyone.  In your work-a-day world, you would be labeled as someone who cannot delegate.  For indeed, 90% of your worries are not your role.  You are no longer a caretaker of the earth or its inhabitants.  You have other, more compelling tasks to complete.

Your caretaking days are over.  But because you have not yet allowed that to be your truth, you are anxious and angry.  You are trying to do too much, for you do not believe those following are skilled enough to pick up where you left off.

It is no longer your place to worry about atomic bombs, sheltering others, or the concerns of your friends and family.  All are caretaking modes you have outgrown.

Of course, you do not believe our statement for you are quite proud of no longer caretaking those family members or friends who seem to be in the same predicament year after year.  What you have not yet addressed is your feelings of a similar nature.

You were likely concerned about the environment and humanity decades ago.  For such was your key to this life.  But you remain so deeply entrenched in those concerns that it is difficult to turn those issues over to your followers, or if you will, the next generation of light-bearers.

Your one and only responsibility, no matter how much others beg you to return to your previous roles, is to find and follow your joy.  Worrying about the earth, the environment, or humanity is no longer joyful for you.

We, of the Universes, have told you the same month-after-month.  Yet, our information has not resulted in your knowing that worry is not joyful.  That your followers are capable of picking up where you left off.  Granted, they might not approach issues as you would, but then, you have known for years that all paths are unique.

Your world solutions are based in 3D.  Your followers’ solutions will be much different.  For their lens is of the future and yours is of the past.  Not in terms of your joy, but instead how to solve issues that continue to be troublesome for you.

Your role in this life was to shift yourself and the earth from 3D to beyond.  You completed that difficult task.  Even so, you now wonder what you did wrong and how to fix those wrongs.

You did everything wonderfully right.  Those who follow have the puzzle pieces for those areas that worry you.  You are creator beings.  So it is you created the new earth.  Now it is time for you to create something that is yours alone.  And you will know what that something is by the joy it gives you.

No longer is it necessary for you to hide your joy from those who might not understand.  For those actions were of 3D.  You are no longer of 3D, nor are your followers.  Allow them to complete the roles they assumed for this life, as we did you.

Will your followers try to obtain your help with the issues they need to solve?  Of course.  Just as you continue to request solutions from us.  Yet as is true for you, those following must claim their place without your interference or coaching.  They are skilled enough to carry on.  Such is so to allow you to create, to shift to the next step.

Of course, you wish for us to tell you what your next step is.  This we cannot do.  For it is your creation step on your unique path.  No one, least of all we, of the Universes, know where that path will lead.  The only definite we can relay is that it is not caretaking anyone or anything.  Continuing to do so will only result in exhaustion.

You are no longer responsible for the earth or any earth beings.

Your role is creating.  And your unique joy will lead to those creations.  We know what you are not.  But not who you will become. Something only you can discover through your joy.  So be it.  Amen.

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Copyright 2009-2019, Brenda Hoffman. All rights reserved. Please feel free to share this content with others, post on your blog, add to your newsletter, etc., but maintain this article’s integrity by including the author/channel: Brenda Hoffman and source website link: LifeTapestryCreations.com.

September 23, 2019 at 9:14 am 30 comments


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